cynical : haise

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xx in memory of my dog, jack xx

-- you were the first to bring me happiness as a friend --

12/3/15

one-shot is short because i don't feel like writing this week.

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You're my sun, one and only in this world

I bloom for you, but you make me thirsty

It's too late, too late

I can't live without you

Even if 'm drying out, I try harder to reach you

Every minute felt like a day, every second felt like an hour. Haise took a sharp breath of air and shakily sighed, how did his day end up like this? He woke up, worked, and saw you. How was that different from the rest?

Apparently, God had other plans for him.

But it's no use, it's a dream to be broken

I run and run, but I'm not getting anywhere

Just burn me out, yes

Keep pushing me away

This is a fool, crazy in love, chasing in circles

He watched as you hugged the stuffed the animal he just bought you, a white rabbit. You were enjoying your time with him, that only mattered to him. But of course, it's all fun and games before someone get's hurt. He wasn't able to stop you from crossing, it was clearly his fault.

His eyes widened in fear.

It hit you.

Make me run

Make me run more

Let my feet rip apart with wounds

At least I can I smile when I see you

He ran.

I run, run, run

I can't stop

Run, run, run again

I can't help it

This is all I can do anyway

All I know is how to love you

He screamed.

Run, run, run again

It's okay to fall

Run, run. Run, again

It's okay to get hurt

I'm alright, even if I can't have you

Pitiful destiny, point your finger at me

Haise stood there, nervous. Still with the support of his squad, he can't get rid of the overwhelming feeling roaming his body. His feet were tingling, his ears were ringing. He wanted to shout so badly, to take out all of the stress building up. Another hour passed by, he wanted to kill himself. His eyes only stared at the door, staring and waiting if it would open after all he did.

As if mocking him, the door opened slowly and the long awaited result arrived.

Run

Don't tell me bye, bye

Run

You make me cry, cry

Run

Love is a lie, lie

Don't tell me, don't tell me

Don't tell me bye, bye

But he had to face reality.