Random Things Inside My Head

All I have

Words are all I have now.

Shapes and shades and colours have rejected me.

And all I have are my stories.

My poems.

My way with words.

I should be happy.

I shouldn't feel so sad.

But when I see you without me.

I am engulfed in misery.

Shapes, why do you ignore me.

Shades, that's another story.

Colours, my one true love.

They turn their heads away from me

Showing me they just don't care.

But I want you back.

And I want to give you all I have.

You just leave me here hanging.

And my brain just starts banging.

Wait, is it?

Was it that we were never together in the first place?

Or am I a lover you just clearly and purposely have misplaced?

Oh how I long for your beautyl to flow in front of my eyes.

Grow and glow in front of my eyes.

But you see...

You have rejected me...

And all I have....is my words.

My poems.

My stories.

All I don't have is you