Random Things Inside My Head

And it hurts

It hurts me.

That you are in pain.

That you are beginining to lose your trust in everyone.

 

It hurts me.

That even though I was here.

You never called.

You never cried out to me.

You never asked me to save you.

You wouldn't allow me to save you.

 

It hurts me.

That all I can do is pray.

That's all you ever allow me to do.

I want to fight alongside of you.

I want to be there beside of you.

Not just standing from afar.

 

It hurts me.

That you think you are the only one that hurts.

Though it may not be happening to me.

It hurts me when you don't allow me to be

What I am supposed to be.

 

And darling.

It hurts.

And it hurts.