I'm Yours [h.s]

Chapter 4 ~Cheer up~

~Cheer up~ 

“You goin’ on a date? With whom?” Louis asked the drummer excitedly. Sometimes I doubt he’s twenty one years old honestly. We were chilling in the tour bus game room, as Zayn and Niall were playing play station with so much concentration cursing at each other, while we were watching Josh leave the tour bus as he apparently had a date.

“Molly” he grinned and just left the bus.

Zayn and Niall both looked up shocked as they left their game, “MOLLY?” they asked in union. Then heard a crashing sound as Zayn threw the remote away, “Fuck I lost, dammit Josh” he shouted.

“He’s going out with Molly?” Niall left the game as well, he grabbed a bag of chips from the kitchen and came back running not wanting to miss the conversation; he really acts like a gossip girl sometimes.

“Apparently” I mumbled as I switched the TV into channels to watch something. What did Josh see in Molly, she’s really weird. But she is pretty, and that’s what guys obviously look for. It’s odd how I felt a bitter feeling about Josh and Molly going out, I only felt this way when Lora used to go out with her male friends. Lora. Here I go again, everything about Lora.

“What do you think Harry?” Liam addressed me. I looked at them not noticing they were talking to me, I was deep in my thoughts.

“Pardon?” I said, intending for him to repeat what he said.

“Don’t you think they’ll make a cute couple?” Louis repeated, “He’s all rockish, and drummish, and well she’s… Cute little wild Molly” I looked over at Louis listening, yeah a cute couple. Like how me and Lora were.

“Yeah” I just said and turned my attention to the TV. Why am I feeling bitter about this? I’m not jealous. I know I’m not jealous, because I don’t like Molly. Seriously what is wrong with me and my feelings going all over the place? Possibly random hormones, I mean I haven’t done anything in about six months, that’s not quite normal for me. And I’m not planning on doing anything with anyone for a while, because Lora…

Because Lora what? A voice inside asked. I need to stop talking to myself. I ignored the stupid question, because I love Lora that’s why. How ignorant can my inner self be?

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“I’m going to see Lux alright?” I said to Louis as I grabbed a shirt over me, it’s back to walking shirtless in my boxers in this tour bus since I didn’t see Molly anymore around here. I grabbed sweats and received a nod from Louis who was watching a movie not paying attention. I strolled into the other tour bus that was right beside ours, I didn’t bother knocking, huge mistake. As soon as I opened the door, I found a couple in a full make out session; I recognized them as Molly and Josh. Molly was lying on the comfortable looking couch between Josh’s knees clutching on his shirt, as Josh was on top of her his knees holding him.

The door made a massive voice as soon as I opened it, breaking the couple apart. A blush crept on my face as I looked away, “Um, I’m sorry” I stuttered, not sure whether to go out or keep walking inside till I reach Lux’s bedroom… Josh and Molly awkwardly moved away from each other until both were at different ends of the couch, “I’m just gonna, um, yeah, Lux” I stuttered with my words.

I walked off till I reached Tom and Lou’s bedroom; I knocked on it, in case I walk in on something else. “Come in” I heard a manly voice say, I opened the door slowly and found Tom and Lou with Lux in the middle sprawled out on the bed watching a movie, what a happy family. Full of love. “Hey Harry, what’s up?” Tom asked as he sat straighter on the bed.