Guardian Angel: Camaya

chapter 1

                                  Cam's POV

"Get out of her life now, you're a psycho." Zig's words replayed over and over again in my mind as I walked away from the Degrassi community school. I walked for a while, until I found a secluded allie way. Slowly I walked down the allie and slumped down the wall with my face in my hands, still crying. "I'm so worthless..." I groaned out loud, and as I did, my phone chimed. I dug it out of my pocket, only to see Maya's name on the screen. My heart ached as I read the message, "where are you, cheesy?" tears continued streaming down my face as I quickly texted her back. "I'm not coming. I'm sorry. it's over." I put my phone back in my pocket, and stuck my head phones in my ears, and started thinking about every sad thing in my life, and as I did, I slowly started slipping away from my mind frame, into the darkest place I have ever been in my life. I hated ever having to leave my family to come to this hell hole. This place has done nothing good for me, so it's obviously better off without me. Why do I have to be so good at hockey? it has ruined my life. I thought about all the times that Dallas had screamed at me. Why does everyone think I have to be perfect? I looked at the scar on the palm of my hand that I had made from my ice skate, and began sobbing again.