Endure

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Very young I was

When I learned of life

The cruelties it brings

The pain it inflicts


Of only eight years

I learned betrayal of trust

Betrayal from a parent

Who was meant to love


The one I called father

Hurt me everyday

And no one I told

Because I was afraid


My mind and my body he broke

Bending them to his will

Never to fight

Never to speak ill


But I endured

Through the pain

I found happiness

In the smallest of places


Twelve years I had

Once I found courage

With strength I spoke

Of my father's misdeeds


In my mother I confided

Hoping she would help

Hoping she would side with me

But she turned the other cheek


She labeled me a liar

Saying attention was all I seeked

In her actions I learned

Love has conditions


You must obey

You must be good

Be the best you can be

And they'll love you


My heart she broke that day

My will wasted

My happiness hanging by a thread

But I endured


I found people who liked me

Those I called friends

Eventually I found someone

I loved more than a friend


In him I confided

To him I would seek refuge

But my fight was not his to face

He could only watch as my life twisted and turned


At seventeen I fell

Crumbling and breaking

Losing all that I had

Which gave me hope

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