Wonderment

What Is Left Unsaid

It is difficult to express that which is left unsaid.

My actions were not conveyed correctly.

And my words did little to express my empthany.

I did my best to reach for you.

Alas, my best proved to be no good.

The more I reached, the more it seemed unwelcomed.

Perhaps, it was too late. 

The signs were there.

But I did not want you to pull away.

With time there was acceptance. 

My role as your friend was not fullfilled.

You were alone and I wasn't there for you.

I of all people understood.

You deserved a better friend.

Someone you could actually confide in.

It saddnes me to say, we are no longer close.

And the blame for that I shall bare alone.

I'll keep my distance so I cannot hurt you anymore.

But I will remain hopeful.

Someday you'll find the friend you can depend on.

Someone who can bring you comfort.

Someone who will better fit the role.

In time I know you'll find your happiness.

As well as someone who's heart you'll set ablaze.

I pray it is someone who will recognize your value.

Someone who will chase you and show you that they want only you. 

Although, we hardly speak these days.

I hope you know, in my heart you have a place always.

Like you said once before, this isn't goodbye.

Maybe our paths will cross again.

For now I guess we'll remain distant friends.

Distant friends with many things left unsaid.

With this may some of which be conveyed.