Scream the lyrics to your favorite song. Play the radio to loud. Stop thinking. Turn everything but your heart off and breathe. Just fucking breathe.
It hurts so much. Let it.
How can I do this? How can I be okay when all I seem to be is lost. Lost in my own skin. I just want to breathe. I want to be okay again. I want everyone to stop talking and stop telling me that I'm beautiful and everything else they say. I want them to know that I am shit I am nothing . I am the dirt on your shoe and nothing more. please believe me.
What happens when the music stops? What happens when the silence grows; when all that's left is the ringing in your ear? What are you to do?
You breathe and become the music, that's what you do.
YOU ARE READING
Just Think
عشوائيCan you hear it? It's there in the silence, waiting. Mocking you, filling your mind with darkness telling you your nothing. Do you believe it? I did.
