Ashe ,
As time passed on, and my mind ran free, The doctor eventually finished up the procedure and gave me a kind-hearted smile. "Alright Ashe, We're all done. Take these," He handed me a orange pill bottle, "Twice a day, after dinner and breakfast. The front desk will help you with your insurance, and payment fee. Have a good day."
The doctor didn't give me a second glance, and walked out. However, I simply shrugged it off and slowly stood up, my lower abdomen tying in knots.
"Shit," I mumbled, feeling a pain worse than a periods' pain.
As I took a step towards the door, another stinging sensation shot through my abdomen, traveling from
my lower stomach to my head --- This had brought me to the conclusion that the funny gas had worn off completely and the pain was right at the door, barging in to greet me warmly.
I took a few more steps and ignored the pain as best as I possibly could, opening the door slowly to go to the waiting room to find Nash. To my surprise, Nash was standing right behind the door, a small frown etched onto his face.
"Is it--" Nash cleared his throat. "Is it uh, Is it done?"
I looked at him, my eyelids lowering and posture slouching. "Yeah, it's done."
"How do you feel?" Nash asked, motioning for me to walk with him to the front desk. I shut the procedure-room door behind me, slowly trailing behind him.
"It's whatever," I shortly replied, not wanting to continue the conversation about me. "How have you been? I haven't asked you very much lately.."
For the first time, in what felt like a life time, I was using a tone that wasn't dead-serious or made me feel like a zombie.
"I've been alright I guess," Nash replied, his tone holding a kind of softness that made me worry.
It sounded kind, but you can tell from his eyes when he glanced at me quickly and looked away nervously that something was up -- Something was bothering him; Good or Bad, I had yet to find out.
"Nash, what's wrong?" I asked him, the serious tone returning --- Not because of him, but because I need to know he's okay.
"I--" Nash looked at me, his eyes turning a light red color and lip beginning to quiver.
By this time we were halfway down the hallway that led to the front desk, and my legs were hurting like hell, but none of that seemed to bother me -- Not very much, at least. The sight of Nash beginning to cry hurt me more than any other pain, mentally and physically.
"I miss my dad, Ashe," Nash's' voice cracked, and you could hear the pain in his voice as he spoke lowly. "Even though he did what he did that woman has him locked up in an imaginary cell that is diverged -- in his mind -- to love, and it hurts me to see that he doesn't realize it and I.. I don't know. I don't know what I'm doing or why I'm telling you this but I had to let it out because it's hurting me. I already lost my mother, and your mom that was becoming a true mother figure to me-- And now I'm loosing my dad? I just.. I'm very tired."
I cleared my throat, my cheek becoming slightly damp with a tear that I quickly wiped away. "Well then," I paused. "Call him. Tell him you miss him and all of your feelings and how much you love him --- Ask him why he left you in the first place, make him feel bad, make him want to return. That's honestly the best advice I can give you, because you don't deserve half the shit he gave you. Or Hayes, You and I, for that matter."
Nash twisted the knob to the door in front of us, slowly opening the door. We both approached the front desk, not saying a single word to each other.
"Name?" The nurse asked, not looking up from the computer screen.
"Ashe Gomez," I told the nurse, signing out of the sign in/sign out sheet. She quickly typed a few things on her computer, and rolled over on her rolling chair to the printer, grabbing a piece of paper then rolling back.
"Make sure to have your insurance give us a call to have the transaction go through. Have a nice day, bye," The nurse said, rushingly handing me the paper and shooing me out of the office.
"Rude," I mumbled under my breath, then motioned for Nash to walk out with me.
As we were doing so, I heard him say something. It made me think -- It actually took all of my attention and it made the door slightly hit my face, thanks to me.
"Ashe, you really need to practice what you preach," Is what he said.
"How can I? I deleted his number," I chuckled nonchalantly and avoided the rest of the conversation as much as I could.
In the back of my head I knew I had his number written on a piece of paper somewhere thrown around my room, it would've been easily retrievable -- He knew this as well, but he decided to keep quiet, As did I.
I'm really tired.
"You're driving, right?" I asked Nash as we approached the car.
"No duh Ashe," Nash laughed, opening the doors with a click of a button. We both got in and looked at each other.
"We should go get food," I broke the silence.
"Where to?" Nash asked, starting the car.
"Have you ever been to Freddy's? That really old-fashioned steak-burger place by our house." I asked him, my mind flashing back to all the memories I had made there.
"Yeah, I've been there before. On forth we go!" Nash laughed, turning up the radio and playing Justin Bieber's' New Song Love Yourself.
((slickly enters promo))
"Si, vamonos," I rushed him.
Nash shook his head, a genuine smile on his face as he pulled out of the parking lot and drove off. "I'm glad we're starting to talk again."
I smiled slightly, the ends of my lips curling upwards as a little bit of my teeth showed through. "Same Nash, Same."
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omgmgmhmhmhm I'm so sorry I wrote this really shitty.
BUT BABES, HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY LEGIT THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS I'VE EVER DONE. EVEN THO I BARELY UPDATE OR SHOW MY APPRECIATION JUST KNOW I REALLY DO CARE ABOUT EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU AND TBFH I CONSIDER ALL OF YALL MY BEST FRIENDS CAUSE IF YOU READ THIS BOOK THEN YOU'VE READ THE ONE B4 AND THAT SHIT HAS SOME WEIRD ASS SMUT --- YOU READ THE SMUT YOU SIGN A CONTRACT TO NEVER TELL ANYONE LMAOOOOO. BUT ON THE REAL, I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES AND I HOPE Y'ALL ATE READING THIS WHILE SMILING BECAUSE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU DESERVE TO SMILE AND SHOULDN'T STOP IF SOMEONE TRIES TO PULL YOU DOWN. YALL ARE ALL BEAUTIFUL ((i don't have pictures of y'All but I already know that y'all are)) PLEASE NEVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF, AND IF YOU ARE ON THE BRINK OF IT DON'T HESITATE TO MESSAGE ME I WILL GLADLY HELP YOU AND ADVISE YOU THE BEST I CAN.
btw, I will be posting more of the updates tomorrow bc I was a lazy lil mofo & decided to only update one today but stay tuned (;
OKAY NOW, I LOVE YOU. HAVE A GOOD DAY OR SLEEP WELL, WHICH EVER ONE FLOATS WHEREVER YOU LIVE LMAO. I LOVE YOU BABE, NEVER FORGET THAT OKAY?
xox, claire
ps. the whole thing is in caps to scream out how much i love you.
pps. plus the caps button decided to stop working, but now it stopped and I'm lazy I'm sorry sjdks
pps. I love you! ❤️
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
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