everything good comes to an end. whether it's getting good grades or a good friendship. usually you get slightly upset when the good thing ends. but it ends for a reason you know. there are superstitions like karma. like if you do something bad, karma is going to bite you in the ass when you expect it the most. people say that karma's a bitch when you are actually the bitch. you probably did something to deserve all the shit you are going through. or maybe not.
maybe you just have the worst luck ever.
but most likely, you are probably an asshole.
i was feeling these exact words as i laid on my bed, staring at the wall for hours. i am in a shitload of trouble. tegan's pissed off. very very pissed off. so pissed off she ignored all 87 calls i made to her.
'think bigger calum' i thought to myself.
and as if someone answered my prayers, my phone buzzed.
from: tegan rickford
hi'this is your time to shine calum' i thought to myself once more.
to: tegan rickford
hey.from: tegan rickford
can i ask you a few questions calumohgoddamnit
to: tegan rickford
surefrom: tegan rickford
why were people making those comments about me?well shit.
i fucked up
to: tegan rickford.
because im a shitty personfrom: tegan rickford.
oh okay. night calum.conversation over.
i'm probably screwed. i have broken tegan beyond fixing an i'm just making it worse.
here's a lesson kids.
don't fall for peer pressure. its cool in the beginning but then after awhile, you look at the people around you, you know you fucked up.
peer pressure can be hecka tempting, but don't do it.
okay?
okay cool.
i woke up as fast as he fell asleep.
5:00am
i had to be at school in two hours, so i had time.
it was raining.
i absolutely hated the rain. it reminded me of tegan. but then again every single thing reminded me of tegan.
his phone buzzed
from tegan rickford:
the rain brings back some memories, doesn't it?
she remembered too.
to tegan rickford:
yes.