That's Not You

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Ross' POV

I was mortified. She did that so I wouldn't be mad at her? I wasn't fucking mad at her in the first place. She's offering SEX TO MAKE UP FOR NOTHING? Who did she think I was some cold, heartless, bastard?! A year came to my eye and I shook my head in anger.

"You don't forgive me?" She asked shocked. "But-"

"WHAT THE HELL?" I yelled at her and she was taken aback.

"I'm sorry." I said and I got up and began dressing. "Ross? Why don't you forgive me?" She cried and her eyes watered.

I pulled my pants on and began pacing the room. "You thought I would forgive you if you gave me sex? I thought we did that because we love each other!" I said in pain. "Oh Ross."

She got up naked and walked over to me, wrapping her small arms around my torso. "I do love you. More than anything. I just thought-"

"Cat." I said as my voice tore. I held her arms and looked into her eyes. "I am not the kind of person that needs make up sex. Sex should purely be an act of love. Don't give yourself to me if it isn't. You're not that person Cat." I said softly. She nodded and wrapped her arms around me.

"I really enjoyed it though." She said softly and sighed. "Me too." I laughed. "Wanna know something?" I asked and she nodded against me. "That was my first time." She smiled and kissed my nose.

"I think my Aunt has breakfast ready..." She trailed off and blushed.

I shook my head and smiled as she lead me out the door.

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I have lost my train of thought. I don't know where I'm going with my book. I REALLY need help. If you have ANY suggestions, PLEASE PLEASE tell me. I have horrible writers block. HELP

-Me

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