Painful Memories

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Written By Mai. Based No Time In Particular.

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It was just a normal day like always, I went and took a shower and got dressed. I went into the kitchen to make breakfast and had scrambled eggs and orange juice. After I went to the main room to clean up. I was putting files of messy paperwork where they are supposed to go as I kept on cleaning I came across a picture of me and Natsu when he was here and soon I was caught in a flashback of the painful memory I could never forget.

<>Flashback<>

It was in a war. Gray had chosen to go and be Fairy Tail's enemy by going to what you would call 'The Dark Side'. Juvia was truly heartbroken at the fact. Natsu and I were facing of with the new and evil Gray, we already took down one of his 'mates' already.

"Fire Dragon Roar!!!" Natsu yelled as the attack hit Gray with full force.

"Ah just like old time!" he yelled back. He smirked and aimed at Natsu for the next attack."Ice Make Lance!!!". "Open Gate Of The Lion LOKE!" I summoned Loke and he quickly blocked Gray attack before it hit Natsu. Gray looked me with a murderous glare.

"You've asked for it!" He snapped at me. He started to stance I knew way too well."ICE MAKE SCYTHE!!"

"Nooooo you Bastard don't hurt LUCY!!!" Natsu yelled and punched Gray before he finished the attack.

"Damn I was gonna hit her!! I'll just have to finish you off first then and this time you will die!!" Gray said while laughing like a madman. "Ice Devil Zeroths Long Sword!" he swung at Natsu and hit him in the stomach. He flew back a couple of meters.

"Natsu! Natsu!! NATSU!!!!!!!!!" I yelled as high as I could. I rushed over to him. He was barely breathing. I turned to Gray and yelled at him. "How could you do that.....TO YOUR NAMAKA!!!!!!!!!" His face was filled with surprise and entertainment.

"So? What are you going to do about-"

"Survey the Heavens, Open the Heavens...

All the stars, far and wide...

Show me thy appearance...

With such shine.

Oh Tetrabiblos...

I am the ruler of the stars...

Aspect become complete...

Open thy malevolent gate.

Oh 88 Stars of the heaven...

Shine!

Urano Metria!" I poured so much anger, pain and sadness into the spell it had more force than the first time I did it defeating the Oración Seis. Gray got hit with the spell and flew back more than Natsu did when he got hit. I was still angry but I turned to Natsu to make sure he was okay.

"Natsu! Stay with me please! We need you! I need you! Natsu I-I love you please stay with me!" I yelled.

"Thank you Natsu for everything. From the moment I saw you I knew I fell in love. It turns out I fell in love with an idiot but not only that but I fell in love with a hero, my hero. Please stay with me please we need you, I need you." I started crying each of my tear fell on his bear chest.

"Natsu! NO PLEASE NATSU PLEASE WAKE UP!!! I NEED YOU TO STAY WITH ME!! N-NOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I fell down on his chest and cried, cried until I not cry anymore which was probably hours later. Wait Gray must still be here and the war... My thoughts trailed off.

"Lucy! There you are Juvia was..." Juvia gasped as she saw Natsu."Is that Natsu?"

I sniffed and broke up into tears again."Yes J-Juvia it is him." I sniffed once more and looked up at her."He's dead..." I whispered but she still could here me.

"Oh.......... well the war is finished and... wait Juvia is wondering where is Gray?" Juvia asked.

"I don't know...but i may have either really badly injured him or killed him. But hey why didn't you call him Gray-sama?"

"Juvia feels no more love for Gray. After all he killed Natsu, our Namaka." She replied.

"So you don't mind if I may have accidentally killed him?" I asked while wiping my eyes and cheeks from the tears.

"No." she said looking into the sky aimlessly."Lucy, Juvia would like to know why we are fighting this war?"

"For the world," I said looking at Natsu's lifeless face."See Gray was working for Zeref and we are working for, well the Magic Council. Zeref wants the world, to, uh, put it in darkness I shall say. Well as we want to keep it how it is, happy and full of life. Get it?" I asked still looking at Natsu.

"Yes I guess. Well, uh, Lucy should we take Natsu back? everyone has been worrying about you and Natsu, but they said you would be safe with Natsu." Juvia said.

"Wahh!" I started crying thinking if Natsu was still here.

"Uh, Juvia is sorry Lucy. Juvia is really sorry." Juvia apologized.

I sniffed to stop more tear from falling from my red eyes onto my scratched face.

"It's okay, just it's really hard to let go..."

"Juvia knows, it was hard to realize the fact that Gray.. is well not the Gray I knew and loved.." I then felt soft arms around me and I started to silently cried again. "Let's go back eh?" Juvia asked. I just slowly nodded and helped Juvia carry Natsu back to the rest of the guild. After all that was over, I decided to write letters to Natsu like I do with my mother.

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Dear Natsu,

It's Hard to let go to realize the fact you're gone. I guess I really was used to the feeling of you around and when you came into my apartment through the window. We all miss you. They all thought I was joking when I said you were gone. Guess they all thought you could never be beaten this bad, and against your comrade too. I really miss you and nothing can ever change that. I may find another person I could fall in love with but not as much as you. I kept my promise so far, I have stayed safe and Happy has too. I really miss you and don't worry, soon Happy and I will be with you, and we'll live as a happy family.

Goodbye For Now Natsu,

Lucy Heartfillia

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<Flashback over>

I was there, sitting on the floor of my apartment, crying like I just lost someone. Someone that meant the world to me.

And that I have.


And They Would Never Return.


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