Finding Myself

Fuck

Fuck you. You hurt me so much by saying that. You decided to pick out my weak point and just step on it. You gave me your heart and I hurt you? Oh really? Because I was the one who decided smoking was more important than being with my significant other. Because I was the one who left school in the middle of the fucking day and not come back no matter how much you ask. Because I was the one who fucking waited only 1 month after our year long relationship to find someone new. You know what? Fuck you. Because I waited. I thought maybe if I wait for you, maybe just maybe, you'll come back. But no. And now that I'm happy after what 7 months you decided to show me you care? And that when I tell you the truth about how much you hurt me you attack me? Fuck you and your life. Because I'm done. I'm tired of this. I'm happy with the one I'm with. And now I'm not going to be afraid to let him touch me or hold me or kiss me. Because you've hurt me so much.
So fuck you 🖕🏽