The failure and the Shame,
Does not seem to go away,
Why can't I turn these feelings,
Over to my Savior,
Why can't I give up this addiction,
I'm so tired of failing,
Why can't I accept
The forgiveness God gave me,
The Shame is so deep,
The pain is so real,
Pushing me so far,
Away from the God ,
That created me,
He says I am fearfully and wonderfully made,
But why don't I feel this way,
Why can't I accept,
That I'm not perfect,
And I don't have to be.
I just need to Confess,
To the Savior,
I feel so alone,
But I know God is there,
But I feel so far away,
I want hope,
I want forgiveness,
I want truth,
I want love,
I want to be free,
I want to be forgiven,
I am a captive in these chains,
Looking for grace,
I know it all in my head,
But I can't seem to let go,
The shame and the pain,
I feel deep down inside,
I want to forgive,
I want to forget ,
I want to let go,
Why doesn't this feeling go away,
God I want your forgiveness,
God I want your grace,
I know that God is there,
Yet I feel so far away,
Set me free,
Help me believe,
And stop running from the pain,
Help me deal with the Shame,
I want to bring my life,
To the Savior of all,
How gave His life for me,
Help me to understand,
His great love.
June 24, 2013
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When will the pain go away
PoesieA collection of poems that I am writing on the spot , trying to use this as a release of the darkness inside and hope I can express my feelings in a way that will bring some relief to my life.
