Sadness flows deep inside me,
Not wanting to move forward,
But not wanting to go back ,
To where I was before,
I feel so alone,
I feel so sad,
I feel the tears about to flow,
But with nowhere to go,
I feel the pain,
That won't let go,
Trying to move forward,
Trying to move on,
Just don't know,
How to cope ,
With this feeling inside,
Writting it out,
Gives me some hope,
Gives me so release,
But I wonder is it enough,
What can be done,
To express me feelings,
I wish they could go away,
And never return,
But that ain't possible,
Trying to feel my emotions,
Trying to cope,
With the feelings deep inside,
Trying to get past the feelings,
And express the emotions,
In healthy ways,
What can I do,
But try to move forward,
To cope the best I can,
I feel the pain,
And move forward,
To not get lost in the noise,
That overflows from within,
Trying to damage .
All that I have worked for,
I want to move forward,
And not stay stuck,
I want to be happy,
And feel less depressed,
I know this feeling will pass,
I just have to hold on,
And not let the feelings,
Flow like a wave,
And over take me,
And pull me down.
June 28 th 9:10 pm
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When will the pain go away
PuisiA collection of poems that I am writing on the spot , trying to use this as a release of the darkness inside and hope I can express my feelings in a way that will bring some relief to my life.
