Tears streaming down my cheeks
crying as we say goodbye
wishing something anything could change
yet is didn't its our finale goodbye
goodbye till after Christmas
missing our anniversary
missing our first christmas
missing everything that is important
missing you
missing family
confused
tears streaming down my cheeks as we say goodbye
looking down not talking
looking at my feet as we walk
avoiding eye contact
avoiding holding hands
avoiding everything
trying not to show that I'm crying
trying not to whimper or sniffle
trying to hide my tears
hiding the mascara stains
going straight to my room and end up breaking down
crying when we say goodbye
hiding them but failing as you see the sad look in my eyes
tears black with mascara streaming down my cheeks
as we say goodbye
