Getting tired
Trying not to pass out
Waiting to hear from you
Feeling sad, alone, stressed
Worrying about school
Wanting to take my mind off things
Wanting you
Wanting to hear your voice
Wanting to say I love you
Wanting to smile like an idiot
Wanting to blush a lot
Staying awake
Thinking about you
Slowly getting sleepier
Trying not to pass out
Finally giving up hope
Finally going to sleep
Finally just leaving you alone
Texting you a goodnight message
Saying I love you and I miss you
Putting my phone down
Wanting to sleep finally but can't
Thinking of you
Thinking of moving
Thinking of when I first get to meet you
Thinking of what will happen
How we will act
Thinking of everything that could happen
Everything hitting me all at once
Finally wanting to sleep but can't
Was tired but now I'm not
Wanted to sleep but now I don't
All I want is you
I want to hear your voice
I want to see your face
I want to talk to you
I want to be able to smile like and idiot
I want to embarrass myself
I want to confuse you
Mostly
I want to love you more than I do
I want to need you more than I do