If I Knew

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If She had only talked to me.

Maybe she wouldn’t had left so soon

She was so young.

If I knew I would’ve helped

IF I knew I would’ve spent more time with her

If I Knew I would tell her I loved her more often.

If I had known maybe none of this would’ve happened

My little girl would still be here.

My first and only little girl

Taken from me.

Why didn’t she tell me?

Why wouldn’t she tell her own mom?

I know I was her only parent and all she had

But I can’t help but blame myself.

I Lost her.

IF I knew maybe she’d still be alive.

If I knew maybe I could’ve gotten her help.

If only I could’ve been there more.

Why didn't I see the signs!

Why didn’t I notice her acting odd!

I should’ve stopped her

I could’ve stopped her

Or maybe I wouldn’t had been able to…

I had no idea she was depressed.

I wish I had

She didn’t really eat,

She never really talked,

She always smiled

But I guess that was a mask…

If I had known maybe she wouldn’t have hurt so much.

My baby!

My little girl!

I lost her…

If I knew maybe she'd still be here

Maybe she would be happy

Maybe she’d talk to me more

Or maybe she’d talk to her friends

She would still be here

She left me so soon

I loved her

If I only knew

If I knew I could've changed everything

I could've been there more

I could've been around more

I could've been better

But I lost her

I lost my baby girl

My little sweet girl….

If I only knew

If I knew I dont know...

what I would've done.

I lost her

She was my girl….

Where did I mess up.

She was like my little lily flower

But she faded

And I didn't notice.

She was as beautiful as a rose.

What hurt her so bad?

Who hurt her so bad?

She was so beautiful

So strong

So smart

Why didn't she come to me

If I had only known she was hurting

Maybe I'd still have my beautiful rose

Or maybe I wouldn't...

I don't know

I just wish I knew…

I'm sorry my girl

I'm sorry I let u down

I know if I knew I would've tried to help

I would've put all my time in to you

And not my work

I'm sorry

Please come back to me

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