Crying all night till you pass out
Lying saying you want them to go
Saying that you will live
They believe you
They don't see the pain in your eyes
They don't understand
They never have
They never will
Falling slowly into a deep slumber
Having horrid days
Having horrid nights
Having horrid dreams
Crying
Waking up in the middle up the night
Tear streaming down your face
Crying
Crying hard but no one hears
Trying not to sob but sobbing
Sobbing every night all night
Saying your fine
Saying you don't need anything
All you need is love
All you need is someone to care
All you need is to know
All you want is to know
Black stains on face from mascara
Tear taking it off
staining your face
Can't sleep
Stressed
Crying
Can't stop
Having nightmares
Waking up in tears having no one
No one to tell
No one to calm you
Just laying there scared crying
Just laying there
Sobbing into the pillow that collects all your tears
Every tear you've cried since you've grown up
Crying and crying nonstop
Till finally you pass out