I'm scared
I don't belong here
I don't belong there
I just don't belong
I'm scared of losing him
Scared of my family hating me
Scared of meeting my real dad
Scared of everything around me
Scared to talk
Scared to speak up
Scared to stand up for myself
I'm scared
Terrified at that
I don't need to be here
Im just some girl
Some loner
Some weirdo that try's too hard
I try
I do
But it's hard
I'm failing
I'm falling
Back into the dark
But whatever
No one cares
just me
Alone
Crying
Losing against my demons within
I've finally lost
