Happiness fades day after day
Crying alone
Hiding your pain
Happiness fades away
Losing your love
Losing you life
Feeling alone more and more
Happiness fade and love fails
Being apart
Being alone
Never really seeing each other
Fighting arguing giving up
Losing hope losing happiness
Feeling depressed alone sick
Not sleeping up all night thinking crying
Losing you in a few months
Feeling abandoned lost
Refusing to talk wanting to cry
Stressing about everything and anything
Crying for stupid reasons
Wanting to rewind
Rewind to when we first met
Rewind to when we first kissed
Rewind to when all this started
Fixing our mistakes
Trying to love
Sitting in the cold crying
Shaking
Numb feeling in toes and hand
Tears streaming down cheeks not wanting to be seen
Dressing up for no reason
Happiness fading away becoming nothing at all
Wanting to die
Wanting to give up
Wanting to disappear
Wishing everything was different
Wishing everything hadn't fallen apart
Wishing you weren't alone crying in the cold
Happiness fades at one sign
Losing hope
Losing time
Losing self
Losing family
Losing love
Losing life
Wanting to die
Wanting all the sadness to fade
Happiness fading sadness coming in
Being over come by sadness
Refusing to eat
Losing weight
Needing to disappear
Needing love
Needing care
But falling slowly
Losing hope
Losing sanity
Losing life
Death thoughts creeping in
Wishing to just end all the pain and hurt
Good morning goodnight don't mean a thing for a girl who doesn't sleep
Never having a good night never having a good morning
Wishing she could just fade away into nothing
Wanting nobody to care
Wanting to leaving this planet this earth
Wanting everything to just disappear
Sitting in the cold wearing barely anything
Freezing not caring crying
Tears black with mascara
No one knows
Hiding the hurt and pain
Not telling anyone that I wanna cut more
Saying I'm fine
Lying
Losing
Falling
Deeper
Deeper
Deeper
Until everything is gone
