Tear streaming down your cheeks
Forgetting who you are
Black tears falling and falling
Hiding away
Not telling anyone
Staying isolated
Wanting someone to know
Lying saying she's fine
F.I.N.E
F-Falling
I-Insecure
N-Nervous
E-Emotional
Someone needs to see the pain
Hurting seeking help or comfort
Needing someone
Needing something other than a razor
Needing someone to comfort you
Feeling lost
Alone
Invisible
Insecure
Sad
Mad
Believing everything is your fault
Taking the blame
Risking your life
Wanting to be happy
Wanting not to be lost in this darkness
Darkness falling over you
Getting lost in it
Not being able to come out
Snapping
Knife in hand
Rope tied
Gun loaded
Pills and water out
Medicines out
Needing to die
Thinking Nothing good will come from me I'm useless
Then saying goodbye
Knife in chest
Jumped off ladder
Gun fired into head
Pills taken
Medicine taken
This world is gone
No one cares
Your gone
Not coming back
It's over
All the pain and hurt is gone
But family friends boyfriends/girlfriends cry out in the pain
They cared
You never knew
You lied to them
They never knew what was wrong
They were concerned
They needed you
They loved you
They were there for you
You turned down the help
You always did
Now look
They sit there crying
Wishing it was them instead
Wishing they knew what was wrong
Wishing they could help
Wishing they could change everything
But the darkness was too much for you
The darkness took you away
The darkness killed you
The darkness blinded you
You fell
You fell hard
Now they hurt
They cry each night and each day
They cared
They loved
And they will live
But the memory of you will always be with them
Darkness took over
Darkness always takes over
ALWAYS!
