Justin Bieber •interracial• imagines (Complete)

I guess its wasn't meant To be

Justin and I have been friends for a few months now and since the "incident" of us almost kissing, things have been different. I know that the type of girl he goes for and it has made my self esteem
drop a lot. But like a wise friend told me "I like getting rejected cause there missing out on allllll of thisss" *saying as she points to herself* {Aloha_Kaylona }

Today as always was going to be a normal boring day at school. I got off the bus and walked to one of the many school entrances and started playing Been You by Jason McCann.
When I got to the door, I walked to my locker to get my things out as well as putting things in including my jacket. 

When the bell rang I walked to my first period class which was family studies. My friend and I were fooled (talking and laughing) around while our teacher wasn't teaching. She was there when the "incident" happened.

Athena usually sat beside Cleo ( keep those names in mind for a upcoming book) but since Ariana wasn't there Athena sat beside me. "Hey y/n" Athena said as she sat beside me. "Ready to continue the dare thing" I said taking out my binder. "Sure" she said as turned to me. " since you dared me last it's my turn" she said trying to come up with my dare. " I dare you to tell Justin you love him and make him believe it" she didn't know that I had feelings for Justin no one did but Nicky. Class went by after that really fast and the moment of truth was coming closer by the minute. It was lunch before I knew it which meant after lunch I had to tell him. I plugged my headphones in and listened to every single word.

Feeling the remnants, caught in an instance
Blink of an eye, no goodbye
I had a notion, deep as the ocean
Blue like the sky, oh my

Like a permanent stain
Wishing I could've just wash away, away
Prayed our love wasn't vain
Who was to blame for all the pain? For all the pain?

If I would've known, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you
If I had the chance, if I had the chance I'd make us brand new
I never wanted to be, wanted to be your enemy
No, but if I, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you, been you

The repercussions, I'm missing your loving
Haunts me tonight, the ghosts are alive
All of the memories
Of serenity
Dwindle in my mind
All the time

Like a permanent stain
Wishing I could've just wash away, away
Prayed our love wasn't vain
Who was to blame for all the pain? For all the pain?

If I would've known, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you
If I had the chance, if I had the chance I'd make us brand new
I never wanted to be, wanted to be your enemy
No, but if I, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you, been you

If I would've known, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you
If I had the chance, if I had the chance I'd make us brand new
I never wanted to be, wanted to be your enemy
No, but if I, if I would've known
If I would have known it could have been you, been you

~40 minutes later~

The moment of truth. As I walked to class I opened the door and walked to the portable. The wind blew on my face as my hair followed after. I walked into class and went up to Justin.

I told him everything not about the dare of course and he believed me. After that I walked away and watched the movie that my teacher put on. The rest of class went by fast and it was time to go home. After school Nicky and Ava walked to the closest mall and watched a movie.

When I got home I went to check my ask.fm. When I saw Justin and Isabella we're flirting and I realized that he didn't like me and he probably won't ever like me. I know that I look different from the other girls but I still have a heart and it's pretty broken at the moment.

I guess it wasn't meant to be 💔
Sorry for any spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes.
Love y'all