Our New Beginning.

Chapter 45

*Wednesday*

Lilly's POV

Shawn and I were in my room having an argument.

" Lilly you need to understand the more popular my music gets the more tours i'll be attending" Shawn said

" Shawn I get that but why can't I come with you?" I asked getting frusterated

" Because I would be way to busy to spend time with you and I think it would end bad anyways" He said

" What do you mean it would end anyways?" I said confused

Shawn started tearing up and I got scared what he was gonna say.

" Shawn please don't say it" I said starting to tear up.

" I don't think this is a good time to be together right now. I just don't have time" He said

" You don't have time?" I said getting really mad.

" Lilly don't get mad at me. Were not in a healthy relationship" He said grabbing trying to grab my hand.

I smacked his hand away.

" You're the one who made this an unhealthy relationship Shawn!" I yelled

I ripped the ring off my finger and threw it at him and said

" I guess you were crossing your fingers when you made this promise"

" Lilly don't be like this. I'm making the right decision." He said.

" Ok well know that I know that you broke your promise you need to leave" I said opening the door.

" Lilly" He said

" I'll walk you out" I said walking behind him down the stairs.

We got downstairs and everybody looked at us confused and we stopped in front of the door.

" Lilly can I please just say something" He said

" No. You need to get out" I said

"Lilly" He said grabbing my hands.

I yanked my hands away from him and pushed them on his chest pushing him out the door.

" Get out Shawn!" I yelled pushing him out the door.

Everyone was looking while I shut the door in Shawn's face.

When I shut the door I let out a big sigh and went to my room.

* Hour Goes By*

I was up in my room cleaning trying to distract my self from thinking about Shawn when I heard a knock on my door.

" Come in" I said as I was making my bed.

" Hey what are you doing?" Bre asked

" Cleaning my room" I said

" Are you ok? What happened between you and Shawn downstairs?" Bre asked.

" Shawn and I broke up" I sighed not really wanting to talk about it.

" Oh are you ok?" She asked

" Yeah I'm fine" I kind of snapped at her and I felt bad right after I said it.

" Sorry for snapping I just don't really want to talk about it or think about it" I said throwing by pillows on my bed.

" Well were all going out to lunch and we were wondering if you wanted to come" She said

" No thanks" I said smiling at her.

" Ok well maybe later if your feeling up to it we can go shopping or go get our nails done." Bre said

" Yeah maybe" I said sighing

" Ok see you later" She said

" Bye" I said and she left.

After I heard the door shut I still heard the TV on so they must have just left it on.

I walked down stairs and a hockey game was on and I grabbed the remote and turned the TV off

" Heyy why'd you turn the game off"??

I screamed and realized it was Sammy coming out of the kitchen.

" Damn did I scare you?" He said laughing walking past me and turning the TV on.

" Well I thought I was the only one here so yeah you kinda did" I said walking to the fridge to get an Arizona.

" Whats wrong?" He said

" Nothing Sammy" I said rolling my eyes walking past him.

He quickly got up and got in front of me and said

" Hey why'd you roll your eyes at me?" and grabbed my hand pulling me towards the couch.

" Sammy I don't want to talk about it" I said starting to tear up so I turned my head away from him.

He turned my head with his pointed finger on my chin and said

" Whats wrong?" and wiped a tear off my cheek.

I shook my head and turned away again.

" Lilly look at me" He said so I Iooked at him.

" Lilly you'll feel better if you talk about it." He said.

" Ummm Shawn and I just got in a big fight and we broke up" I said wiping the tears off my face.

" Well are you still gonna be at the airport tonight when he leaves?" Sammy asked.

" Maybe" I said getting up and going towards the stairs.

" Hey watch the game with me." He said

" Hell no" I said.

" Well do you wanna watch a movie then?" Sammy asked

" Yeah sure"I said and sat with him on the couch and we watched Finding Nemo.

Kian's POV

We all went out to lunch and we all went to Denny's. Ive been thinking a lot about my feelings that I still have for Bre and now that she is single and Jack is dating Madison I want to start things up again but I want to make sure Jack is cool with it.

"Hey Jack can I talk to you for a minute"?He nodded his head and we went outside to talk.

"Hey man what's up is everything ok"?Jack said.

"Yea I was just wondering if I could maybe start talking to Bre again".I said.

"Ummm...dude you don't have to get permission go for it"!!He said.We walked to the table and sat in our seats.

"Um....Bre I was wondering if maybe you wanted to start things up again".She gave me a blank stare and said

"Kian....Um am flattered but Jack and I got back together the other night...im really sorry".She said.I was so embarrassed. Jack was laughing.We all finished our food and Jack  tolled us how him and Madison broke up.After I was still embarrassed but I tolled them sorry,we all talked about what happened so far today.

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