Our New Beginning.

Chapter 65

*7 Weeks later*

Lillys POV

I had one more week with my cast on, and since the accident I haven't told Shawn about Sammy and I.Its been in my head all this time and I know ill be loosing him which was never my intentions but choosing between Shawn and Sammy is the hardest thing ever between Shawn who is soulful,kind, and handsome. But Sammy is dashing, alluring, and sexy. So I decided that today Shawn and I should talk. I know the longer I leave it alone the worse it'll get and the more he'll be mad when I tell him. Right now I am just laying in bed getting ready to go down stairs and call Shawn for him to come over. I push myself out of my bed and get my crutches and start slowly making my way down the stairs. I got to the end of the stairs and was out of breath. I start to take a step when Hayes comes around the corner and knocks both of my crutches out from underneath my arms which causes me to fall.

" Ow! You little bitch! " I yell pushing my self off the ground.

" Hey whats going on?!?" My mom asks coming out of the kitchen.

" Hayes just knocked my crutches out from underneath me" I say 

" Hayes leave your sister alone!" My mom yells and grabs my crutches from him as he laughs. I glare and him and flip him off.

" I'm so sick of these things" I said getting frustrated 

" I know only a week left" My mom says rubbing my back

" I have to go bring Hayes to Football practice and go grocery shopping be back in a bit" My mom says kissing my cheek.

" Hayes lets go!" My mom yells as she opens that door and leaves. As Hayes rushes down the stairs in a rush I quickly put my crutches out and trip him and start laughing my ass off.

" Karmas a bitch" I laugh

" You're a bitch" Hayes said and left. 

As they both leave I now realize I am alone and I should call Shawn over to tell him.

Shawn: Hey babe how are you? He asks as he picks up. Damn I'm gonna miss hearing that.

Lilly: Oh nothing just chilling. Do you wanna come over?

Shawn: Hell yeah be over in 10

Lilly: Ok see you then

Shawn: Love you 

Lilly: Love you more

Shawn: Not possible. And the line goes dead. 

I sigh as I toss my phone to the side of me. Shawn is so sweet and he doesn't being cheated on thats why I'm telling him. 

*10 Minutes Later*

I sat there watching Grey's Anatomy when the door bell rings.

" Its open!" I yell and continue watching the TV

" Hey how are you?" Shawn asks as he comes and sits beside me and kisses me.

" I'm good. Umm can we talk?" I ask shutting the TV off and turning so I'm facing him. 

" Yeah of course" He said looking at me concerned

I start to play with my fingers in my lap getting nervous.

" Babe whats wrong?" Shawn asks holding my hands stopping me from playing with my fingers.

" I slept with Sammy" I blurted out.

He came to a complete stop when the words came out of my mouth. 

" Shawn I'm so sorry" I say as I start to cry. 

He lets go of my hands and looks me dead in the eyes and doesn't say anything.

" Shawn please say something" I say holding his face in my hands.

" I slept with someone" He says still looking at me. 

I let my hands fall off his face back into my lap and start to cry even more.

" You what?" I ask looking him in the eyes.

" I slept with someone" He says again.

The second time he said it, it felt more real. My boyfriend slept with someone other then me. I all of the sudden get angry.

" Who was it?" I say through my gritted teeth.

" Camila" Shawn blankly says

I'm beyond furious. And have a disgusted look on my face.

" Hey you're not the only one who gets to be bad you cheated on me more then once with the same person that I hate." Shawn says raising his voice. 

" At least its Sammy and not some random ass person!" I yell.

" IT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER LILLY YOU STILL CHEATED TWICE WITH THE SAME PERSON AND YOU PROMISED IT WOULDN'T HAPPEN AGAIN AND YOU LIED TO ME!" Shawn yelled. Ive never seen Shawn like this before and it was honestly scaring me.

" Shawn calm down" I say quietly tearing up from him yelling. 

He noticed and said

" Lilly I think we need to break up. And not just a break but for real." Shawn said

When he said break up and for real it hurt really bad and made me feel sick not being with Shawn every day. But I think its for the best.

" I think we should too. If thats what you want" I said letting a tear fall down my cheek.

" Yeah its what I want" Shawn said sternly.

" Ok then leave" I said getting angry.

Shawn got up and rolled his eyes at me as he went for the door. His hand opened the door and I stopped him

" Shawn wait" I said motioning him back towards me. 

I look at my finger and look at the ring he gave me then ripped it off my finger.

" Here take this back cause I know we both can't keep this promise anymore" I said holding the ring out in front of him.

He grabs the ring out of my hand and stares at it and then stares at me. 

" Ok bye" He said then opens the doors and leaves me there in tears. 

I start to cry even more realizing he's gone forever. Then I think to myself. I can live without Shawn in my life. I then feel alone and realize I can call someone.

Sammy: Hey whats up?

Lilly: Hey want to come over? I have to talk to you

Sammy: Yeah be there in 5

Lilly: K see you then

A/N Sorry we haven't updated in forever!!! Been crazy busy with school starting but just got the laptop back so we will be updating regularly now! Thanks for reading hope you enjoyed. Instagram _ Our_ New _ Beginning_