Our New Beginning.

Chapter 67

Shawn's p.o.v.

*Next Day *

I woke to my alarm going off at 8:00 because I had something to do at the studio this early. But before I left I checked my phone for any missed calls or texts from Lilly, I know I should be mad and she should be mad at me but I just wanted to see if overnight either of us had a change in heart or not. I know I did but maybe it's for the best that we are having some time away from each other. While I was getting ready I got a message from Camilla which wasn't unexpected because I texted her and told her about what happened last night.

Camilla:Hey I'm sorry to hear about you and Lilly and I'm really sorry that we did *that*, I feel so guilty about it and it will never happen again. I'm really truly sorry.

Shawn: It's OK really it's my fault, I had a girlfriend  and I should've known better than to do that with you. I messed our relationship up. But than again she did to and she did it so many other times. I'm over it.

Camilla:Shawn even though she messed up too,  she is your love and it may take you some time to forgive her but it's worth it.

Shawn: Your Right thanks. Hey I have to go but thanks for talking.

I got ready and got another text But it was from Sammy I didn't want to answer it because I was obviously pissed at him but something told me to at least see what he said..

Sammy:Listen I know you are probably really mad but hear me out Me and Lilly it's just flings, sure I still love her but she doesn't love me anymore she is so in love with you and before you go judging her you did it to, I honestly knew that when you guys got together it would be forever so be a man and get the girl.

I didn't have time to answer him back, I was already late to the studio. I got my stuff and left.

Jack's p.o.v.

I woke up before Bre and decided to make breakfast  for us. I was was cooking the puppy was running around the apartment so I wanted to calm him down, I put on the TV and picked him up, I was playing with him and teaching him tricks. I realized we didn't have a name for him but I didn't want to name him without Bre. A couple minutes later Bre came down and we ate we got ready and decided to shop around for stuff and get some groceries for the apartment. We left and I told Bre we needed to name our puppy.

"We can name it Chipotle" She said laughing.

"Oh hell no"I said laughing.

"Umm how about....haha I don't know"! She laughed again. We brushed it off for now. And decided to go to Ikea and get some furniture for the apartment. We got a book shelf,  a pantry, and a coffee table. After that we went to eat lunch at Applebees and went to Walmart for groceries. We went shopping at the mall just for clothes and random stuff....and of course  a bunch of people came up to me.

"Guys guys listen we are leaving now so please let us by"! I screamed. Some of them moved over and I grabbed Bre's hand and we ran through the mall. We left and went home.

Lilly's p.o.v.

I was sitting on the couch watching Netflix and was really missing Shawn. I didn't want to want him but I did. I want to have that time by my self to figure out what is wrong with my life. Because I think I can speak for everyone when I say I'm kinda a slut. Maybe Shawn and I should have dinner and talk about it. I called him but he didn't answer, he is probably at the studio, I left him a text that said "We need to talk about this.I really think we should decide how to go about this.Meet me for dinner at my place whenever you get out."

*3 Hours Later*

I got a text from Shawn saying he would be here in a hour or so, I preped dinner and decided to cook steak and potatoes with a side salad, I also made brownies. I was setting the table when I heard a knock on the door, I walked to the door and opened it.

"Hi" I said.

"Hey" He said.I could cut the awkward tension with a knife.

" Come in"I said opening the door wider, he stepped in and but his jacket on the couch.

"So how's the song writing going"?I said trying to lighten the mood.

"Its going great..Hows school"? He said.

"Well you know, no one likes school"! I said chuckling.He chuckled to.

"So you wanna eat now"? I asked.

"Yea sure".He said.We sat eating not talking at all we would give glances every once in awhile but we didn't talk. I was about to open my mouth and say I think we could work this out but than he said 

"I think we should break up" 

"OH Yea I think that's the right thing to do".I said.

"With you sleeping with Sammy all the time I don't think I could trust you again"He said cutting into his steak.

"It's not all the time, and dont  you remember I cheated on him with you"I said putting down my fork.

"Yea so all round you're not really a good person"He said.I stood there in shock.

"Well am I wrong, I mean you cheated on me and Sammy".He said.

" I quess you're right Shawn".I said looking down folding my napkin in my lab.

"Well it's not like you're the only one that can be mad, you cheated on me too".I said looking back up.

"Well I think you should be more mad at me...because it wasn't just that one time".He said.

"What do you mean"?I said.I didn't know what to think in this moment. Was he kidding or just saying that? 

" Shawn what do you mean?" I asked.I felt sick to my stomach and I was pissed.He was just silent  and that made it worst.

"SHAWN".. I yelled.

"It was a fan...Emily.."He said putting his head down.I stood up out of my seat and that made him stand.I don't know what I was feeling anger, sadness, basically every bad emotion.I walked up to him I just stood there I didn't know if he was gonna say something or not.

"Lilly it was nothin-" before he finished I just slapped him.. just without control with all those emotions building up I knew he deserved it. 

''Get the hell out!"I said. moving back away from him..he just looked at me shocked holding his cheek.

"Lilly please!"He said. I didn't want to see his face the rest of tonight or maybe ever.

"GET OUT!" I yelled again. Tears were coming but I knew I couldn't show them to him.He left and closed the door. I guess that was it.

A/N Thanks for reading!! Sorry for not posting for a really long time..but make sure to follow us on instagram at _Our_New_Beginning_   ! Thanks hope you enjoyed.