Rickiana Forever

Chapter 4

"I don't feel so good, hold on let me get some fresh air real quick."  I said trying to run away from the situation. I ran to the back yard as Colleen followed me. "Are you ok?" Colleen asked worried. "I'm ok, I just need a little air. Tell Ricky that I will be back in a second please." I responded, "Ok." Colleen said. I lied to Colleen, I'm  not ok. I can't believe I was actually starting to fall for this guy, but he has a girlfriend. I wish I didn't have to feel this way, I feel like crap. I thought that maybe I had a chance with him. I thought that this could all work out and we could all be happy. I thought that maybe he liked me back, the way he laughed at all of my jokes, and smiled every time he looked at me. I couldn't help but smile while thinking about him. No pull yourself together Ari, you cant love this guy he has a girl friend. It is such a crappy feeling loving someone you know will never love you back. Tears started to roll down my cheeks, but I quickly wiped them away when I heard foot steps behind me. "I'm fine Colleen!" I said in a frustrated voice.  "Umm... I'm not Colleen..." Ricky said with a smile on his face. "Here I brought you some water" Ricky said handing me a water bottle. "Thank you." I said and smiled at him as he smiled back at me. " I think I am feeling better, lets go back inside."  I said. I couldn't be alone with him for one more minute or else I'd probably start crying. "Ok." Ricky said. 

~ Back in Colleens Room~

"So whats your girl friends name?" I asked Ricky trying to keep a smile on my face. "Her name is Alex." Ricky said with a huge smile on his face. "Alex, beautiful." I said with a fake smile on my face. I do love that name, I just don't like the fact that he has a girlfriend. I wrote her name under the butterfly as best as I could. "Thank you so much!" Ricky said while looking at her name. "No problem." I said with a straight face. While Ricky  was admiring the drawing his phone rang. "I have to take this." Ricky said, and left the room.

~After Phone Call~

"That was my ride I gotta go guys, see you later." Ricky said while peaking his head into the room. "Ok, see you later" Colleen and I said at the same time. After Ricky left Colleen and I talked for a while until Anna told us to go to bed. "Goodnight Ari." Colleen said as she turned the light off. "Good night love." I responded. 

I keep thinking about Ricky, I couldn't stop thinking about him. I loved how he would smile at me while I was talking, it was so cute. I smiled while thinking about him.  My smile turned to a frown when I remembered his girlfriend, Alex, I wish he was single. I want him to like me back but I can't do that to Alex. Us girls have to look out for each other. If I was dating Ricky I wouldn't want Alex to still Ricky from me so I just have to move on. It is going to be hard to move on but I will try. 

A/N: I CANT BELIEVE WE GOT TO 500 READS THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!! I PROMISE YOU GUYS THAT I WILL TRY TO UPDATE MORE OFTEN AND ALSO I WILL TRY TO MAKE LESS AUTHORS NOTES BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THEY ARE ANNOYING, I'M GOING TO TRY TO PUT ALL THE AUTHOR NOTES AT THE END OF THE CHAPTERS. <3