Poems

I Don't Know

My heart kind of hurts

But then it doesn't

Only when I see your face does the damn ache come back full force.

I hate the ache,

I want to hate you.

I don't know.

I am at a standstill with you.

The break doesn't hurt as badly as it did the first time.

But the thoughts still run amuck.

Who?

What?

When?

And Where did we go wrong?

I get angry because I can't figure it out.

I can't make everything better.

I can't do anything.

My heart pains,

But then I push it away.

I can't feel the lost a second time.

Right now the block is stronger than my emotions.

For how long, I don't know.