Poems

World Full of Illusions

My heart lurches and is in so much pain.

I hurt,

I can't breathe,

I'm drowning in my own sorrow and I feel that I can't come up for air.

A sorrow that I get from continuously talking to you,

Please just stop.

What do you want from me?

If you don't want

My love,

My company,

My respect,

My trust,

Then what do you need from me?

I'm so lost in this world full of illusions,

That I don't know what's right and what's wrong.

I hate this.

I regret this decision to choose you.

I wish I never met you.

I'm slipping deeper and deeper into this black hole of Grief,

I need to separate myself from you.

I really can't go on like this.