Riley's POV
From now on, I'm going to be a
Bad girl.
I open my closet and search for clothes that would suit my new appearance,
I picked out a light pink and black bikini and shoved it in my bag.
I put on a plain black crop top, red and black plaid skirt and black converses
Once I was done, I walked up to my dressing table to start doing my makeup, I applied: my waterproof mascara, red lipstick and did some black eyeshadow.
Most of it is probably gonna be washed off in the pool
But
Oh well.
Now onto my hair, there's absolutely no point in straightening or curling my hair as it's just gonna get wet.
I just brush my hair and leave it down.
I took one last look in the mirror,
Ew.
Fat.
Gross.
I sign,
Why can't I be pretty?
Why do I have to be me?
I take a deep breathe and walk downstairs and then out the door.
~ Inside My Car~
I knew the way to Lucas' house like it was the back of my hand.
Mostly because I use to go there like everyday.
Okay maybe not everyday.
Once I reached his house, I tried to find somewhere to park as there was like a billion cars parked outside his house.
I drove up the street and then I finally saw a free space, I slowly parked my car.
I grab my handbag then got out of the car
I was walking down the street when I could see people rushing inside the Lucas' house.
The thing about Lucas' house is that it's the biggest house in his neighborhood, his dad is very posh and also has a ridiculous amount of money.
Well anyone can see that once you see his house.
Even though they're posh, Lucas is the most down to earth and sweetest person I know.
What am I saying?
He broke my heart In half.
No. Into pieces.
No. Into a billion pieces.
Once I snap out of my stupid thoughts, I realised that I was at Lucas' front door.
Should I knock?
Should I just walk in?
No one else knocked so I might as well just walk in.
I gripped the handle with my hand and then walked in,
Once I walked in, I noticed several beer bottles on the floor, some were shattered.
Some people are such animals.
I start to walk through his house, I peak inside his living room,
When I peaked in I remembered something:
~FLASHBACK ~
"Okay, next question." I say staring into Lucas' green eyes.
"What is the power-house of the cell?" I ask
"You know, you look really cute when your studying." He says smiling at me.
"Alright. You always look cute, anyways." He says.
"Lucas.." I say while blushing like mad.
"Have I ever told you how cute you are when you blush?"
Lucas is so sweet.
He never fails to make me feel so special.
He never fails to make me feel like..
.. Like I'm worth It.
"Well, I'm not going to look very cute when I'm yelling at you because you failed the test so let's go back to studying."
We both laugh and go back to studying.
~ FLASHBACK OVER ~
I smile at the memory,
That's when things were easy.
And much happier
As I get closer to the door leading outside to the pool,
I could hear music booming,
People's laughter and chatter.
I slowly walk towards the door.
Riley.
It's time.
I place my hand on the door knob
The thing that comes with your new appearance is
Confidence.
I take one last deep breathe and open the door,
I could see people in clusters sitting around the pool,
People getting drunk,
Couples trying to swallow eachothers faces.
I take one step in and I could feel everyone's eyes on me, including Lucas' and Maya.
I could hear people's whispers.
"OMG. She looks hot."
"Wow."
Lucas' mouth is hanging wide open staring at me while Maya is just glaring at me.
I smile to myself and start to approach Lucas and Maya.
I can do this.
I'm a bad girl.
Bad girls don't get insecure.
Bad girls are confident.
Lucas' mouth is still wide open,
He was staring at me while I was walking towards him.
"Take a picture. It'll last longer" I say smirking.
He blushes and then looks down.
Maya frowns at me.
"Have I ever told you how cute you are when you blush?" I say copying what he once said to me.
He just laughs.
"Why are you wearing... THAT.?" He says.
Maya frowns at me, then her head faces Lucas' direction
"Why are you interested!?" She snaps
"Chill Maya. I don't, I'm just asking." He says with annoyance in his voice.
We were in awkward silence for about 30 seconds until someone breaks the silence,
"Hey sexy" a voice says.
I turn around to see this blonde haired, blue eyed boy eyeing me up and down.
Wow this bad girl thing is working fast.
"Hey" I say with a flirty tone.
"What's your num-" the cute boy gets cut off by Lucas
"SO RILEY! HOW ABOUT WE GO INSIDE TO GET SOME DRINKS?!" Lucas quickly interupts.
Is he jealous?
Does he still like me?
RILEY WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!
HE LOVES MAYA!
IT'S TIME TO MOVE ON!
THAT BOY IS INTERESTED IN YOU
SO..
JUST GO WITH THE BOY!
"Sorry Lucas, I was thinking about talking to hi-"
Before I could finish my sentence, Lucas grabs my wrist and takes me inside.
Sparks were sent all around my body,
His hand was warm.
Why am I feeling fireworks and sparks because of his touch?
"Lucas! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? I WAS GOING TO TALK TO THE BOY!" I say.
"You like him?" He says staring into my eyes
"You care?" I answer
"Of course I care" he replies
"Cool" I say
"Cool"
"Fine" I reply
"Fine" He copies
We both stop copying each other,
We didn't notice that we were just staring at each other.
What the fuck are we doing?!
Why do I like this?
Why do I miss him?
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
"Honey, Maya is looking for y-" Lucas' mum walks in.
"RILEY! DARLING OMG!" She says as she approaches me for a hug.
I haven't seen Lucas' mum for ages,
Since she left Lucas and his dad about 2-3 years ago,
I was there for Lucas, when he was literally broken.
Tables have turned.
I'm now the one broken with no dad.
But I'm happy for him.
"Hey Amanda!" I say and give her a hug.
"Darling, How have you been? I'm so sorry, you and Lucas didn't work out."
Me too.
"Well sometimes people change."
Why am I feeling this pain again?
Why am I constantly in pain?
The truth is..
It hurts.
But I'm used to it.
I look over to Lucas, who was already staring at me, once ours eyes met, he immediately looks down.
"Anyway! What were you guys doing in here, when the party is outside?"
"Mum, we were just tal-"
"He was showing me the bathroom so I could get changed into my bikini" I say trying to make the situation look as normal as possible.
I mean, ex-boyfriend and ex-girlfriend just staring at each other.
Psssh, totally normal!
"Okay. Have fun!" She replies then she walks out.
We were just there in awkward silence,
ONCE AGAIN!
"Anyway, I'll show you the bathroom so you can get changed." He finally says breaking the silence.
"Kay"
I've been around Lucas' house like a million times, I know where it is but you know.
Sometimes we all forget, right?
Like when Lucas forgot me.
When we finally reached the top of the stairs, he points at the furthest door from the corridor, we both start walking towards it and once we reach it, I try to open the door but it's locked.
"I'M IN SHITTING IN HERE, OPEN AT YOUR OWN RISK!" Zay shouts, startling both me and Lucas.
Me and Lucas let out laugh.
I miss his laugh.
I miss him.
Am I still in love with him?
Lucas' POV
"I'M IN SHITTING IN HERE, OPEN AT YOUR OWN RISK!" Zay shouts, startling both me and Lucas.
We both laugh.
I miss her laugh.
I miss her
Am I still in love with her?
A/N
Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated in like a week, I've had tests back to back this week anyway Christmas is coming up so I have decided to update more than 2 or more times everyday until Christmas! 🎁⛄️🎅🏼 Read my other Rucas fan-fiction: You & I - Rucas
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