Irinas pov
Ricky's hardly talking to me he's more interested in Erica now and i have no ide what's going . I love him and now I sleep alone at night and he sleeps in his bunk . I cry myself to sleep at night. I miss him. " hey Irina what's wrong why did you leave early " balz says walking up to me siting next to me outside the bus. " I miss Ricky I can't help but cry every time I see him "I say crying on his shoulder. " I know babe I know " he says hugging me to him . " he's ignoring me and it's hard to sleep I just cry myself to sleep every night. " shhhh it's going to be ok you got all of us here and Catherine , hey look at me we all love you so much " he says picking me up and carrying me into the bus . I just cry in his arms. " I love you to balz " I say snuggling my head in the cork of his next as he lays down with me
Ricky-
I can't deal with Irina crying because of this. I should just quit the band. I hate seeing her hurting. I just go to the dressing room and cry after the show. "You can't quite!" We need you!?" Yells Chris. "I Can't LET IRINA SUFFER ANYMORE OK I Love Her SO MUCH CHRIS ITS NOT Just ABOUT THE BAND Right NOW!!" I yelled at him." You're sister is hurting and so am I ! Did you see her run out of the show!?! NO ! I did !!! I just cry. I miss her so much it's killing me. " you have to stay Rick " says John. " no I'm leaving until you guys get Erica and her family away from this band, only when they are gone I'll come back. Erica is destroying my relationship with Irina and I'm not going to let it fall apart so easily" I say glearing at them . " what about Irina!?" Says balz walking in .
Balz pov
I'm laying down with Irina trying to get her to maybe get some sleep tonight. But that was not going to work with all the yelling going on in the front of the bus . " I'll be right back " I say kissing her forhead. " SHE MEANS SO Much TO ME CHRIS DAMN IT !! !! Yells Ricky's .GUYS ! Ricky!" I yell . " why are you guys yelling she's crying in the back right now mostly because of what you have done to her and Ricky's relationship! I spat at Erica ." And the fact that Richard right here hardly talks to her or anything. Rick she loves you so much go fix this before it's too late! Goodnight I'm going to sleep I can't stand this anymore I don't like seeing Irina hurt ! I spat at Them then go to sleep . I lay down next to Irina and fall asleep. Poor little girl needs someone right now and I'll be there for her .
Ricky-
I wake up to Erica laying next to me. I walk into the kitchen and hear singing I peek in and see irina . Since everyone else is at a interview it's only me her and Erica and Catherine on the bus . I just walk up and put my arms around her . " I love you Irina I'm sorry for what's going on " I say crying . " I need you Ricky " she says crying into my chest. I pull her into my lap and just hold her ." I know baby I know you do " I kiss her what would I do without her I'd probably die . I pick her up and walk to our bedroom and lay down with her and just cuddle . I love her and I'm not letting this fall apart. " Ricky please don't leave me alone " she cries. I just hold her, I know somethings going to happen to us and it scares me.
