Irina
So Ricky has to marry Erica and all the band and I have to go to the wedding. It's in Florida. I'm packing my bags and just being crying. " Irina you ready " says Chris walking in my room. I just sit there on the bed. " yeah let's go " I just listen to GNR " this i love" it's me and Ricky's song . We went to see GNR live at a concert last year and it official become our song because well when we would fight I'd never say goodbye no matter how hard shit got between us . We are at the airport with everyone. I look forward and see Ricky. I just want to hug him and kiss him but I can't. I just sit next to Balz new girlfriend Ryan and talk. I glance at Ricky who is trying to look happy but I can see right through his fake smiles and shit . I just get on the plane and great I'm sitting next to Ricky. I just look out the window and listen to music. I feel somebody's hand on my shoulder I see Ricky and I just cry. " shh it's going to be ok " he says trying to make me stop. " Ricky I need you please please don't go through with this please!!!" I cry. He just holds me. We landed in Florida and I just walked away from him to the bus. I just crawl into my bed and cry. My life is destroyed. I walk in the bathroom but someone grabs me " don't you even think about it!?!" I turn around and see Ricky. " fuck you you don't care about me anymore!? I yell. " You THINK I Don't Care! Irina I love you so much-" then why can't you stop this I yell trying to get out of his arms. " you are not going in the bathroom I don't care if you have to pee your not going in there alone!?! Got that!"he yells at me pushing me against the wall. His breath is on my face and his hands are on my hips. " I want you back " I say. He just looks at me. " one last time you and me my room tonight " he says kissing me. I pull him closer to me. He digged his nails in my hips and I moan. " fuck ! He kisses me harder. " I need you now! " he whispered in my ear." Ricky BABE I Need YOU!" Yells Erica. I sigh and just walk away." I love you " he says kissing me then walls away. I just cry I need him.
Wedding
Ricky
I wake up and get dressed I look at Irina who is laying in bed. " Ricky " she says shakily I just know she is going to cry. I feel her arms around me. " I love you " she says crying. " I know honey I know " I say I hear someone knock it's probably Chris and guys. I let them in. I see Irina sitting on the balcony. " you have to go get ready-" I'm not going anywhere Rick " She says looking at the beach. I can't believe this is happening. I just hug her to me probably for the last time. I kiss her. " please-" I kiss her again " shh just enjoy this moment " I say kissing her. Little did I know that the guys got a picture. I feel tears on my arms. " Ricky it's time to go " says Chris. I hate this but I can't stop it . " I gotta go Irina " I say kissing her one last time then walking to the beach. I can't look back because I'll just hurt her more . I'm waiting for Erica I look up and see Irina on the balcony of the room. Then she's gone when Erica got up to me. Shit . The bathroom! I run into the hotel. I know what going on. I ignore everyone I get into the room and she's not there I run to the pool and see her I jump in and grab her. " baby look at me " I say crying. Everyone is in our hotel room. I just hold her. That's it I'm not leaving her . If it's coming to this I can't I just can't I can be kicked out of the band I don't care at this point. I'm not letting Irina die over this ! " FUCK You ERICA You FUCKING BITCH STAY AWAY From ME AND IRINA AND THE BAND GET OUT OF My SIGHT!!" I yell at her . Everyone is looking at me like I'm going to hurt them . Yeah I will hurt someone and that Erica and her family. " EVERYONE LEAVE ME ALONE WITH IRINA DAMN IT ! I yell right now I'm at my braking point not caring about yelling at them . I just want my life how it was before without all this shit .
