Irina
We finally arrived at the airport to head home. Believe me I'm very happy to see Dexter our kitten. We bored the plane and i fall asleep in Ricky's arms . " babe time to get up were home " he says helping me grab my stuff and we walk off the plane . We got our own place together since we are getting more serious now . And the house with the guys was great but Ricky wanted a place together. ( they got the house when they came home from Christmas break)
We get Dexter from the clinic tomorrow. So I'm excited to get my baby boy . Mommy misses him . I just throw my bags in the car and we say goodbye to the guys till January . I'm excited but I'm more excited to have down time with Ricky for awhile together. I listen to music on the way to the house . I love the new version of the song puppets 2( the rain ) I've been listening to it the entire tour . I think the guys have it stuck in thier heads by now. Ricky's phone vibrates and I look at it its from Jessica
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Jessica- love you babe see you when you get home! Xox
I feel my heart shatter . Ricky gets into the car and I just looked out at the snow falling in Scranton. The drive home was quite. I tried to hold my tears back. I get into the house and put my bag in the room . " I'm going to take a bath babe I'll be out in a while " I say. " alright babe, Chris and Balz and the guys are coming over for dinner, baby you alright " he says look at me worried. " yeah I'm fine " I hurry upstairs to the bathroom. The tube is huge and it has jets it's very nice. I just close my eyes and slide in the water. The warm water feelings amazing. I'm so enjoying this.
Ricky-
Somethings wrong with her . She never takes a bath never has. " Chris you need to get the guys and come here somethings up with Irina I'm worried " I say . " alright we'll be right there " he says . I run upstairs and walk in our room. The bathroom door is shut " baby! You alright?!" I yell . Nothing. " Irina! Answer me ?! I yelled again. I busted the door down and see her under the water I jumped in the tub and grab her . " babe wtf is wrong with you !!! I yell at her . She coughs up water and I just hold her . " what's gotten into you babe you were fine an hour ago" I say kissing her hair. " Jessica texted you saying she's loved you and can't wait to see you " she says crying. " babe I'm not cheating on you and I'm not going to see her at all " I feel angry about this . She was upset because of it and I hate Jessica I don't want anything to do with her anymore. " your mine and only mine , and I'm only yours baby " I say carrying her into the bedroom and grabbed my shirt and shorts put it on her and carry her down to see the guys. " what's wrong " asks ghost running to me and taking Irina . " Jessica that's what " I say growling. I don't want her near Irina or me . " I'm going to kill her , she texted me and Irina and I don't want her in our life " I say frustrated. " Rick let me and the guys deal with her and you just take care of my sister Well handle Jessica " says ghost. I just head over to the fireplace and light it and sit down with Irina at watch tv with her and the guys. Irina cuddle with me on the couch, I wrapped my black craft blanket around her to keep her warm. The snow is coming down hard so everyone just stayed the night. I love my girl and I can't wait to get Dexter tomorrow our little family is the best thing ever. I carry Irina to our room and light the fireplace and lay down and fall asleep with her.
