Irina
I'm laying in the arms of my love ? Or so I though. I wake up to someone packing!?! " Ricky what's going on ?! I say running to the front of the bus . "Erica is making me leave the bus or break up with you for 2 weeks !! He says angrily slamming his fist into the wall . "I don't want you to go Ricky " I say into his chest. " I know baby I know but it's this or it's over " he says walking to the bunks and grabbing some stuff . " here keep my hoodie and shirt ! " he says throwing them at me "
You'll smell like me every time you go to bed " he chuckles softly. " I love you so much babe I know it's going to be hard without me here for a while " I just lay down in his bunk . " yes it will be who's going to sing hatefuck to me and sing city lights as I fall asleep?" I ask " I can do city lights but Not Hatefuck !" Says balz walking to us . " he's going to take care of you babe , fuck her I'll kill you ! Ricky says to balz. " dude I don't like her like that "he says laughing . " good one less thing for me to worry about " says Ricky kissing me . " umm,hello I'm her brother I'll be the one kill anyone here " says ghost walking up hugging me . " yes Michel Meyers " I say laughing. "It's going to be ok sis " he says hugging me " you know you have all of us and we love you just as much as Ricky dose"." That's not intently true ghost I love her more because -" " Ricky spare me the details " ghost said laughing. I just laugh with Catherine. " I'm here sisssssy you're going to be fine. Yeah that would be great if it was only true. I just walk away from them and grab my headphones and listen to" city lights " .
Later that night-
Ricky's packing up his stuff into the rental car with me balz and Chris . I sit in the back with Ricky holding his hand . I turn on Britney Spears Everytime and just think about him . We get to the airport and help him get to his plane . " bye Chris I'll be back soon as I can " he says hugging him . I just feel tears come as he holds me . " I don't want you to go Ricky !" I cry. " shhh it's going to be ok I promise we can FaceTime each other ok look at me " he says whipping my tears . I kiss him one last time before he get on the plane . " I gotta go baby girl I love you so much " he says then kisses me " I love you to death babe remember that ok " he says then walks to the Plane . I just cry in Chris's arms . I walk back to the car with Chris and balz . " it's going to be ok " says balz holding me . We get back on the bus and I go listen to music and look at a picture of me and Ricky and cry .
The next night
I turn my FaceTime call on all wait for him to get on . I decided to go get something to eat he's not online. I watched a movie nothing"Irina come on its 3:00 in the morning come on let's go to sleep " says Vinny closing my laptop and carrying me to the bunks ."he promised me that we would FaceTime every night " I say sighing . " I know sweetie I know he did " says vinney kissing my hair. " get some sleep I love you sis he says then walked to his bunk . I grab Ricky's shirt I lay down and text him .
Text messages
I - I miss you Ricky
R- i can't talk right now I'm sorry baby girl I can't fix this over the phone
I- what ? Why Ricky I need you right now please talk to me please babe
R - I'm sorry baby girl I'm so sorry
I just put my phone down and cry . I feel someone laying next to me I look and see Chris I lay my head on his chest and he sings sweet nothing in my ears ." Shh it's going be ok he's going to come back soon love I promise " he says rubbing my back . I just miss Ricky.
