Perfection (George Shelley fanfic)

Chapter 19

The last weeks gone so quickly, me and George have been together nearly everyday and our friendship has been restored, although I still haven't built up enough trust in him to get into a relationship with him again. He understands though, and hopefully I can fully forgive him and get back on track, unlike the rest of the Union J members. They still haven't fully forgiven him, and it's visible by the way they act around him. Yes they talk, occasionally, and they try to get along for my sake, but they were really disappointed in him for hurting me.

Then there's the whole Luke thing. We've kept in touch, talking on Skype as often as possible and through Twitter. My friendship with the Janoskians has grown quite a bit and they're more like brothers now. Which reminds me they're coming back today. Just as that thought entered my head my phone rang and 'Luke' flashed on the screen. A huge grin crept across my face and I answered. "Hello" I chirped. "Hey Chrissy" he replied sounding just as happy. "We're just off our plane and heading to our taxi, shouldn't be too long now," he explained. "Yay, I actually can't wait, I've missed you so much, and it's only been a week, tell the boys I say hi too" I replied and I heard him tell them. "They say hi, and Jai says he can't wait to see you" Luke said making me smile. "Love you lots Jai" I called, hoping he'd hear, and obviously he did because he said the same thing back. "Anyway Chrissy I better go, there's a few fans that want photos, see you soon, love you" he said and hung up when I'd said bye.

A feeling of excitement rushed through me as I looked around the hotel room. I had made sure it was spotless and I fixed the cushions on the couch. I decided to sit down and go on twitter for a bit. I put in my earphones and zoned out as I read through my mentions. Alot of the hate had stopped since last week as both Union J and the Janoskians had been sticking up for me, and now I was getting alot of sweet comments from both fandoms. I replied to a few of them and RTd others. Each comment I read made me smile, it was nice to know I was approved to be friends with both groups of boys.

Suddenly my earphones were pulled from my ears. I turned quickly and saw Luke standing behind me with the other boys. I jumped up and hugged him extremely tight and did so with all of them too. "I've missed you boys so much, you have no idea" I began. "But you had the Union J boys to keep you company" James smiled. "Yeah but I was so lonely when they were at rehearsals, which was pretty much 24/7 and staying in a room at night by myself was a bit strange" I explained. We talked a bit more before Beau, Skip and James went to their room to unpack. Jai and Luke began to do the same here. "So how's the whole George thing?" Jai asked hesitantly. "Am, well it's ok, we're friends again, but I still ament ready to be in a relationship with him yet, and his bandmates still haven't forgiven him" I sighed. "Well I'm glad it's working out, you seem happy" Luke smiled. "I'm alot happier now your back, I don't know what I'm going to do when you go back for good. Honestly your probably my bestfriends ever, especially you two. I guess sharing a room with you I've become more attached to you than the other three, but they're still good friends too" I smiled. "You know I'm always going to be jealous of George" Luke said pulling me into another hug and I nodded. "I'm sorry Luke, I really love you, alot, but I just have a stronger connection with George. I really didn't want to upset you, that's the last thing I wanted and trust me, I've longed to be in your arms every night since you left, but me and George have so much history and I'm just really sorry Luke" I explained. Luke giggled slightly before replying "Chrissy don't worry about me, obviously I wish you'd chosen me, but you didn't and I respect that, and who knows maybe if it doesn't work out between you two you might still feel the same about me, because I don't think I'm ever going to stop loving you."

Wow, way to make me feel bad Luke. A wave of guilt came over me as I listened to his words. He really does love me, and I know he's the better choice, but why do I still choose George. If I'd gone with my head Luke would be the obvious decision, but my heart still wants George. I found myself still gripping tightly onto Luke as these thoughts ran through me head. It took Jai's talking to snap me out of my thoughts and I realised he was making a keek. "We just arrived back in England and we're all so happy about it, we missed it alot, some more than others" he said to his phone before facing it towards me and Luke who were still in an embrace. "Why didn't you miss me too?" I questioned him. "Of course I did" he smiled and joined the hug so I was in the middle. He was still recording and ended saying he loves me. "Aww Jai, I love you too" I giggled as he put his phone away. "I love you both more than you'll ever know, but I just keep finding myself wanting George, which I'm so sorry about." As I finished Luke said he was going to get coffee and said he'd bring us back some. We nodded as he walked out the door.