The heart monitor beeped. Oxygen was slowly pushed into Gerard's calm body. He breathed slowly, wrists bandaged. His eyes fluttered open and he looked around the room.
It was white and it looked like a hospital room would. Gerard tried to sit up, but he was pushed back down and the tube was put back into his arm.
Gerard didn't want to be here. He wanted to leave, to be home in Frank's arms.
Frank...
Tears blurred Gerard's vision and he tried not to sob. Why did he dump him? He loved him so much, now all he wanted was to cuddle him forever.
"Gee!" Gerard looked to Toxic who ran in. She smiled and teared up, relieved that he was okay. "I'm so glad your alright!" She exclaimed happily.
Gerard stayed silent. All he could think of was Frank. He missed his boyfriend- his ex. He knew he'd never get used to not dating Frank, but he had his crush right in front of him.
Toxic held his hand, looking down at him with worry in her gorgeous brown eyes. "I-I'm okay.." he said, smiling reassuringly.
Toxic noticed his wrists, wrapped in gauze. "G-Gee..."
"Please, I'm okay. Don't worry.." Gerard saw the tears gather in her eyes.
"W-why?" Was all she said.
Gerard let out his breath. He had to tell her. He felt that she'd understand and not judge. "I-I had to break up with Frankie... i-it was for t-the best.."
"But why?"
Gerard bit his lip. "B-because... I-I knew how much he wanted Abrin..." he stood and looked down at Toxic, him being taller. "And how much I wanted you."
~
Mikey sat bored in Ray's lap. He played with his hair, giggling like crazy. Ray smiled at his giggle, he was just too adorable.
Even though Mikey moved around a lot on his lap making him needy, he couldn't do anything. And Mikey most likely wouldn't understand.
"Close your eyes Ray!" Mikey gigged pushing Ray's face into the pillow.
"Okay, okay, just don't suffocate me." Ray smiled and closed his eyes.
"Count to fifty then you can look!" Mikey giggled. Ray nodded and began to count. Mikey ran out of the room, looking for a place to hide. He knew it. The perfect place.
"Fifty!" Ray finished counting then looked up, rubbing his eyes. He got up and looked around for places Mikey could be hiding. First he looked in the closet, having no luck. He looked under the bed only to see dirty laundry. He stood and made his way out of the room.
From behind the couches in the living room to under the table and in cabinets in the kitchen, Ray had no luck with finding Mikey. He went to Gerard's room, looking under the bed and in his closet. "Care to explain?"
Ray jumped and turned to see Gerard. "Sure... have you seen your brother?"
"Last time I saw him was with you," Gerard said. Ray sighed then left. Hide And Seek was never his favourite game...
He looked in everybody else's room and then the laundry room with no luck. There was only one place left to check...
Ray crept into the bathroom, looking around. He looked slowly, then smirked. Behind the sink he noticed brown hair and he chuckled. He crept over to the sink, grin plastered on his face.
He kneeled behind Mikey and carefully moved his fingers along his neck. Mikey screamed and fell back, tears in his eyes. "Aww," Ray gigged. He dried Mikey's eyes and laughed. "I win," he kissed his forehead.
Mikey smiled and they both stood. Mikey headed out the door, but Ray had other intentions. He pushed Mikey up against the nearest wall and Mikey blushed. Ray kissed his soft lips and Mikey smiled into the kiss. They held hands, fingers intertwined. Mikey's eyes fluttered close and Ray kept him pinned.
Ray never knew why, but he always liked to see Mikey in the girls skinny jeans he always wears. His eyes stayed closed as Ray roamed his thighs. He moved slowly so Mikey didn't feel rushed.
Mikey's eyes shot open and he pushed Ray away. "Are you okay?" Ray asked slightly worried.
"G-Gee said that's a-a bad p-place t-to touch.." Mikey whimpered.
Ray's eyes immediately went wide. "When did he tell you that?!"
"N-no no!" Mikey blushed darkly. "N-not me, Frankie.." Ray laughed and Mikey giggled.
"I'm sorry babe," Ray kissed his forehead.
"I-its okay Ray," Mikey smiled and kissed Ray's lips. He hugged him and he returned it.
"I love you too Mikes." Ray smiled.
