While Im Gone, Everything Will Be Alright (Jimmy Sullivan)

HI guys!!! while i decided to start another fan fic. this one is about jimmy, and his death. So I completly understand if you guys dont want to read it :) I was just feeling sad and I keep listening to I wont see you tonight, so that's why I started writing this fan fic

So I hope you guys enjoy :) comment and vote if you'd like to

I stood there, my mind blank, my body weak and eyes tired of crying. The sky was dark the winding blowing harshly. Rain pored down on top of me. I didn't care that I was getting soaked. Frankly I didn't care about anything anymore. I listened to the guys play I won't see you tonight. The music made my body shake, and even though I thought I couldn't cry anymore, tears started to roll down my cheeks. My gaze travel over to the guys, tears were rolling down their cheeks as they played. I quickly turned away, hurt consuming my body.

"I'm really sorry" a guy patted me on my back, but I barely even noticed him.

My vision was blurry as I looked down at the white casket. I walked slowly towards it putting my hand gently on the top of it. That's when my knees gave out, sending me to the ground. I just laid there in the mud, wishing he would come back to me.

I didn't notice that the guys stopped playing till, Matt was trying to pick me off the ground.

"Come on sweetie" he quietly whisper in my ear as he held me against him.

"No!" I screamed not wanting to leave him all alone

"Shhhhh, linds please" Matt gently rubbed my back, carrying me to what I guess was the car. He handed me off to Brian while he looked for his keys

"I want him back" I looked up at Brian pleading with him, hoping this was some kind of sick twisted joke.

"I know baby, I know" he pulled my body to his, trying to comfort me the best he could. That's when he quickly got in the car. He pulled me so I was laying on his lap.

I stared at the ceiling avoiding all human contact as I could. I slowly closed my eyes, trying to remember the happier days, the day that we all met. I just wanted to remember something to take the pain away. The pain that was eating away at my body, that left me feeling completely lost with out my best friend.

*18 years earlier*

"Come back here you crazy stallion duck!!!" I giggled watching this tall kid run after a duck. I stood off by myself, never really fitting into anywhere made it easy to do without noticing.

As he disappeared around the pound, I walked slowly over standing looking down into the water. The reflection was nothing I was happy about. I stood there, my black hair stuck out against my semi pale skin. My Metallica shirt and Jean shorts old and faded.

Sighing I gave up looking, so I stared out into nowhere. Untill suddenly when I was hit, shoving me face first into the dirt.

"Jimmy look what you did" I heard someone yell. I stood up slowly wiping the dirt off my clothes. My mom is going to kill me!

" It's ok, it was my fault. I was in the way" never looking at them, I slowly started to walk away. Hoping they wouldn't come after me.

"Hey wait!" I turn around slowly seeing five boys standing in front of me. The boy who had spiky black hair made a disgusted face, which made my heart sink. I didn't belong anywhere...

I quickly turned back around running off. Faintly, as I was running you could hear foot steps behind me.

I decided to hide under the nearest tree. When you lived with my parents you learned how to make yourself invisible. That's when I saw four of the guys run past.

"Where the heck did she go?" the short one yelled out.

"Come on guys she has to be around here somewhere" the kid with gages in his ears said as they took off running again.

Figuring the coast was clear, I crawled out from under the tree. Only to be greeted by a pair of nikes.

" Hi, I'm Jimmy" looking up, I saw the tall kid from earlier. He extended his hand to help me up. I smiled taking his hand. " I'm sorry about running into you, I didn't mean too"

" It's ok really" he started taking his shirt off, my heart started racing fast. What was he going to do to me? He extend his hand out again, this time I flinched thinking I was going to get hit.

"Here, your nose is bleeding" I never even noticed, I carefully took his shirt holding it up to my dirt covered face. "So what's your name?"

" I'm Lindsey, just call me Linds though" I said trying to smile.

"Jimmy you found her, did you atleast apologize?"

" Yes I did Matt" Jimmy yelled at the kid with the gages. "By the way this is Linds"

I gave a half hearted wave to the rest of them, still holding jimmy's shirt to my face. It smelled good, which surprised me. The scent was overwhelming but it calmed my body.

"Hey, look I'm sorry for this doof over here. He cant get out of his own way sometime." Matt step forward smiling.

"Its's ok really" I quickly handed jimmy his shirt back.

"Hey how old are you?" the kid with the snake bits asked. ive seen these kids at school before, just never knew there names. I guess the same thing applied to me.

"I'm nine"

"Cool, your the same age as Zacky, Brian and me" Matt smiled. "Johnny is only six and Jimmy is ten. Did you just move here?" he asked walking over to me.

"No, I go to school with you guys" i looked between them all.

"Really I've never seen you before" brian said.

"Maybe you weren't looking hard enough" I quickly turned trying to head home. I was already late, I just hope my parents didnt notice.

"Can I walk you home?" Jimmy ran up behind me, throwing his arm over my shoulder. There was something about Jimmy that just made me smile. Soon enough all the guys were walking with us.

" I see you like metallica" Brian ran up so he was walking next to me. "We have band you should come a watch us play some time."

"Ok that sounds like a plan, can I bring my guitar?" I asked and I think everyone of them stopped and gave me a funny look.

"You play guitar!!!" Zacky ran up looking into my eyes.

"Yeah" I giggle when he grabbed me kissing my cheek.

"Oh thank you gods, finally a girl with some talent" Zacky dropped to his knees shaking his fists to the sky.

"You better watch out now, those two will be all over you" Jimmy whispered in my ear. I just laughed looking up at him.

"Well this is my place, I'll see you around some time!" I quickly ran up the stairs to my pourch. I looked back and saw Jimmy smiling. His smile was amazing, it made me forget about everything. even as the others walked away, he stood there smiling. I waved and i watched as he waved good bye as I walked inside

***end flash back***

I sat straight up, feeling tears threatening to escape my eyes. My breathing got heavy as i looked around trying to see if he was here. The memory of him, made me want to die even more.

"Hey, hey, hey its ok" arms grabbed me pulling me towards them. I didnt even realize that I was in my room, the last thing i remember was the car. "Have a bad dream?" I looked over at Brian, his eye full of worry.

"No" I started crying again, now when I closed my eyes I saw him. My heart was tearing apart, and even Brian couldnt stop it. I'm assuming he understood that I didnt have a nightmare but dream of Jimmy, cause all he did was pull me agaisnt him more.

"Shhhh baby everything will be alright" he leaned down kissing my head. Shortly after I heard his soft breathing as he slept. but how could I sleep, when all I saw when I closed my eyes, was Jimmy.