Please Don't Leave Me

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ok guys here is the next chappy of Jimmy!!!!! I hope you enjoy it :D sorry it might be a bit sad, but I've been sad lately and listening to so far away every second I have. So I still hope you like it :)

So without further delay!!!! Here it is!!!!

Enjoy!!!!

***Zacky's POV***

I sat there glaring at Matt, hoping that my stare would kill him. Unfortunately it did nothing of the sort.

I just wanted to rip his head off for saying those things. I already know I'll never be Jimmy, I'll never truly have her heart. He didn't have to rub fucking salt in that wound.

I couldn't even focus on greeting Arin and his girlfriend Kat properly. I knew he was shy as it was, but I can assure you walking into the avenged bus when everyone is pissed isn't the best welcoming.

I was so deep in my thoughts I never noticed that Matt left, until Brian and Johnny walked back into the bus.

Standing up quickly, I knew I needed to go get her.

"hold up there mr vengeance, where the fuck are you going" Brian shoved his hands against my chest.

Where am I going? Really? Is he that stupid or has his guitar playing ego shut down the sane part of his brain.

"where does it look like I'm going" I glared. Making my point very clear.

"Matt just went after her, we don't need another fist fight" Johnny poked his finger against my chest.

"I promise I won't punch him, so just let me go get my girlfriend" they looked at each other and I quickly shoved by them.

Stepping out onto the pavement, I realized that I had no idea where she went. Let alone where to start looking. So I decided to start in the rest stop.

I made fairly long strides hoping to find her before Matt. Cause I didn't need him making her more upset.

Opening the glass door, I ran into a fairly large body. Stumbling back, I was about to apologize until I realized the large body was Matt.

He turned looking at me, Surprisingly his eyes didn't hold hatred or hostility.

As my eyes wander over the room, I finally saw linds. She was slumped down in a chair, her head on the table. But her eyes were looking up at the small tv in the lounge area.

My eyes slowly closed, as our music video played for 'so far away'. Of course it was also the part where we had our old family pictures of Jimmy.

I felt my heart crack as I switched back to looking at her. Her eyes were glossy and her head lifted off the table. She was just staring at the tv screen.

"Zacky...." I heard Matt's voice whisper my name. But I couldn't take my eyes off her

"yeah" I mumbled.

"they weren't suppose to be releasing that till after February" I nodded in agreement.

Those fucking Executives..... They knew we wanted it released after the anniversary of jimmy's death. I can't believe them.

Linds stood up from the table, her body visibly shaken. Her hands were trembling as she slid them across the table trying to look away from the tv.

"go get Brian and Tiff" I shouted at Matt, and he just nodded in agreement. If anyone could calm her down it was those two.

I didn't want to upset her anymore so I anxiously tapped my foot against the floor waiting for Matt to return.

That's when I heard the slap of skin against laminate floor. When I looked, linds was on the ground, crying her eyes out.

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