Maybe? Your going to be the one who saves me?

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hi guys sorry for the wait, but thanks for all that commented read and voted!!!

So with out delay, I give you the next chap!

I hope you like it! I don't think it's as good as the others so, please comment!

Enjoy!!!

***Brian's POV***

Slowly, time passed. Days turned to weeks, weeks turned to months. Soon it was almost four months since Jimmy has been gone. I still secretly hoped he would walk back threw the door. Yelling "I'm a fucking knife master bitches!!" I knew my hope was just a silly fantasy though.

I watched Linds, very carefully over these last few months. It killed me sometimes to see her upset. Especially if some random fan started to talk about Jimmy with us. She usually walked away.

She was getting better each day, I don't think the pain is as prominent anymore. I knew it was still there, cause I felt it to from time to time.

When you heard, or saw something that brought back memories of him.

I sat, watching her from my chair. She was flipping threw the tv channels, like every day.

"ahhhh happy almost twenty-seventh!!!!" Zacky jumped over the couch pulling her in for a hug.

"Thanks Zacky" she smiled hugging him back.

Fuck! I forgot her birthday was in a couple days. I slapped my forehead, this was going to be her first birthday with out Jimmy.

This was either going to be a disaster or turn out mildly.... Ok

"so what do you want to do for it? Party it down!" Zacky laughed putting his feet on the coffee table

"uh.... No" without looking at him, she bluntly stated her answer. I laughed, she would never have gotten away with that answer with Jimmy here.

"Come on.... Like old times?" Johnny smiled ruffing up her hair.

"No.... Not... Just not this year guys" she turned frowning at us. "I'm sorry"

"Guy's leave her alone, if she doesn't want a party then.... There's no party" Matt punched Zacky's arm.

I got up, patting Matt on the shoulder. We both took turns watching her. It did put a damper on Matt's relationship. He actually ended it with Val. She just didn't understand why we needed to be there for everyone, especially Linds. For fucks sake, they dated for almost thirteen years.

Michelle was Supportive, always there. She understood what we all were going threw. She loved Jimmy just as much as we did.

I wandered upstairs, trying to have a relaxing day for once.

I entered my room, looking around. There was many a times Jimmy would be hiding in here. I smiled at the memory.

My stare finally set on my guitar. God I haven't played since.... The funeral. Just that word, made my gut churn.

Making my way over, I picked it up. I strummed a simple cord, hearing that the guitar was way out of tune.

As I tuned it, I heard the door open, slightly.

"come in linds" I smiled, patting the bed.

"I was....you just disappeared, I was worried" her cheeks flushed bright red, as her head dropped looking at the ground

"Don't worry, I didn't leave you" I smiled as I played a part from one of her favorite songs.

She smiled and sat Indian style on my bed. She watched as my fingers played the familiar tune.

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