Stop pretending.....

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ok!!!! I plan on doing two uploads of this story tonight! So keep your eyes open!!!! And don't forget to check out my new story!!! 'Unbound (The Wild Ride) straight into the jackass family!!!

So without further delay!!! Here it is!!!

Enjoy!!!!!

***Zacky's POV***

Damn that movie was so stupid! I don't even know why I paid money to see it. None of it looked real at all.

Whatever, I just wanted to get out of the house. Seeing Johnny and linds, tiff and Matt, and especially Brian and Julia made me want to jump off a cliff.

I sighed as I slowly pulled into the driveway of Matt's house. None of the lights were on except in the guest room.... Which was odd. Cause I knew everyone was out, well every one but linds.

As I got out of the car, I noticed Johnny's truck. God this is so weird? He said he was going to be out all night.

I quickly ran into the house, kicking off my shoes and hanging up my jacket. The faint moans, from upstairs made my focus shift.

I slowly followed the noises right to the door of the guest room. Pushing it open I saw Johnny and.... A girl that defiantly was not Lindsey.

All I could keep thinking of was, that linds was here, probably listening to this. Having her heart ripped out, again.

"For fucks sakes Johnny" I yelled as I shoved the door open. They stopped immediately and the girl started screaming.

"What!" he flipped me off as he laid there.

"I thought.... You and linds, were together" I questioned.

"We are, but she's not here so it's all good" he smirked. God I wanted to strangle him. My first thought was to call brain, but he would defiantly be dead.

"get out!" I screamed, and both johnny and the girl picked up their clothes, running for the door. "I can't fucking believe you Johnny! She trusted you!"

"She still does as long as you keep it quiet" he threw his shoes on chasing after the girl.

I stared at the door, completely speechless. Either he was drunk out of his fucking mind or he had a death wish.

I shook my head, heading for Lindsey's room. Her door was shut, and the lights were off. Maybe she wasn't here.

As I entered, I looked around. Her guitar was gone, along with Jimmy's sweatshirt that she never leaves anywhere.

That's when my eyes fixed on the wide open window. Oh fuck, please no!

I ran over to it looking down, expecting to see her lifeless body on the ground below. My heart beat raced fast, but when nothing was there, I sighed in relief.

Where the fuck is she then?

I ran threw the house searching like a crazy person. I searched every room twice and still nothing.

I had no choice left but to call.... Brian. I quickly typed his number in my phone, waiting for him to pick up.

"Hello" a girl giggle on the other end. I took me a second to realize it was Julia.

"Julia, thank god it's you. Is Linds with you" I asked hoping that she was.

"no... Why?" I could hear Brian in the background trying to get the phone.

"she's..... Gone. Please don't tell Brian!" I begged.

"don't tell Brian, how can I not?!?" I heard her yell, that's when I heard, Brian's worried voice get closer.

"Don't tell Brian what?" oh shit this isn't good. Quick Zacky think before Brian flys off the deep end.

"your last piece of pie is gone!" I yelled and I quickly hung the phone up, trying to avoid that disaster.

"pie? That's all you could come up with" I turned around seeing linds, sitting in the window of her room.

"Jesus, where were you? You almost gave me a heart attack" I walked over to her, looking right into her eyes. Which were red and puffy, she obviously had been crying.

"on the roof" she pointed her finger up.

"you could have killed yourself up their" I closed the distance more so my arms gently grabbed her's

"why, would that be so bad?" I finally got her to live life and Johnny ripped it right away.

I could barely control my rage towards her, for saying that. Thankfully my phone was ringing like crazy. Looking down it was Brian, oh fucking hell.

Linds quickly ripped the phone from my hand answering it.

"Hello?" she asked even though he knew who it was.

"yeah Zacky's just drunk out of his mind" she paused listening. "yeah have fun guys, bye" she flipped the phone closed throwing it back to me. "problem averted"

I looked at her in complete and utter disbelief. I don't know how she does it? It's like she flips a switch when people are around now, a switch to disguise the pain. I see it now, because Johnny made the pain come back to the surface. Where it can't be hidden behind anything.

"Don't do this, don't shut me out. I know that you heard Johnny and that bimbo! So stop trying to act like everything is ok! Cause I know it's not!" I shook her a bit so my point would come across.

Her eyes stared blankly into mine, until she finally closed them. She knew I was right.

"your right it's not ok...." she looked into my eyes again. "I love Johnny still though"

"I know you do" I hugged her to me, slowly inching us away from the window. Trying to avert another disaster.

We laid on the couch watching tv, it was only a bit after ten so we weren't expecting anybody back anytime soon.

We had it on linds's favorite show, viva la bam. I have no idea why she liked it, but it made her laugh.

When I heard the door open, we both looked over seeing Brian and Julia. They were kissing in the hallway, I guess they figured the were alone.

"good evening children" I called out from the couch focusing my attention back on the show.

I laughed as I heard some curses coming from that direction.

"why's aren't you drunk and passed out?" Brian pointed to me "and you missy why aren't you in bed" he pointed to linds, and she gave them both a weak smile.

"have a good time?" she looked at Julia, who had a huge smile plastered across her face.

"yes we had a wonderful time actually" she giggled an jumped on the couch next to linds. Brian was still staring at her, but he shook his head forgetting about it.

"I'm glad" she smiled and went back to watching the tv.

"um... Zacky let's go get some drinks for everyone" Brian got up dragging me off the couch. This wasn't a getting drinks drag, it was more like a let's talk now drag.

As we made it to the kitchen, he peeked back into the living room looking at the girls.

"why is she like that?" I didn't know what to say, should I lie or just tell the truth. Oh why can't this be someone else's life!

"ok but you have to promise to keep your big mouth shut." he nodded wanting me to continue. "um... Well I'm thinking she heard, Johnny and some bimbo fucking. When I got home that's what I found and she was gone"

The look on Brian's face turned to complete and utter rage. His fist balled up as he glared at me.

"Johnny did what!!" he yelled loud enough for me just to hear it

"look she still loves him, Bri. Don't do anything irrational" I said trying like hell, to calm him down. But I was failing miserably.

"when he gets home, short shit is going to get his ass handed to him. No one fucks with my best friend like that! No one!" he slammed his fists hard against the wall.

Oh fuck what did I just do! Please for the love of stallion ducks, please just intervene some how Jimmy!

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