While Im Gone, Everything Will Be Alright (Jimmy Sullivan)

If you can hear me.....

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***Matt's Dream***

"Jimmy cool your jets im sure she'll be here soon" I laughed jumping onto the couch. I've never seen jimmy this uptight about a girl before. I mean it's just a girl, nothing special.

"What ever, you guys are so mean" jimmy and zacky were playing Frisbee with his old symbols. That's such a bad idea, we told them multiple times, but do they ever listen, NO!

That's when I saw Linds; she was dressed as usual, jean shorts, black band shirt. Today was slayer, what a fucking awesome band! Zacky was throwing the symbol this time and he let it go to soon and it went flying at Linds head. Fuck I told them!

"Linds!!!" Brian yelled running out of the garage. I watched as she ducked, throwing her guitar case to the ground, before she was nailed in the head.

"Im so fucking sorry!!!" zacky ran over to her, helping her up. God she's going to start to think we are trying to kill her!

"Its ok, was that some kind of weird initiation thing" she asked dusting the dirt off her clothes.

"No" jimmy stormed over to her picking her off the ground. "Look zacky you made her bleed"

"Im ok really jimmy" she laughed trying to get out of his arms, but he didn't let her go. My eyebrow raised, did jimmy like her? He set her down on the couch, going into the house.

"Nice guitar, do you have an electric?" Brian was already into her guitar case, he's such a guitar freak.

"Yeah, it's just a Gibson. But I prefer my acoustic, it has a better sound" she smiled walking over talking the guitar from him.

"How long have you been playing?" I asked looking at her, she was kind of cute. I could see how jimmy could like her.

"I've been playing three years, but I've had no lessons" I heard the door open and jimmy walked back in, he kneeled down in front of her putting a couple of his favorite stallion duck Band-Aid on her knees. Jimmy did like her!!!! He never gave away those. I watched as he kissed her knees and stand up.

"There, you should be better. Especially with me doctor jimmy in the house.....garage!!" we all started laughing, and Linds blushed.

"Will you play for us? Show us what you got?" Brian asked, I knew he was skeptical of her. He never met a girl guitar player before. I watched her as she sat down, you could tell she was nervous, but she started to strum. All of our mouths dropped open when we heard the intro to knocking on heavens door. Fuck this girl is good!!! She even sang I shot a glance over at jimmy; his mouth was hanging open, a bit of drool rolling down his cheek. Yep defiantly in love!! When she finished, Linds looked around at us nervously, her cheeks bright red.

"Fuck girl!!" Brian ran to her hugging her, I laughed when I saw jimmy tense up "you can play the guitar, guys she's a keeper!" we all laughed, she sure was a keeper. If someone could make jimmy this happy, they deserved to stay.

"Group hug" jimmy yelled picking Linds up running with her. He set her down and we all hugged each other. Jimmy smiling the biggest i've ever seen him. Man I love him happy, he's such an unbelievable person happy. No one ever gave a chance, but just to see him made me feel happy. He turned and gave his hug smile and winked at me.

***end dream***

I woke up on the couch, fuck I missed jimmy. I know every single person here missed the hell out of him. I glanced over at the TV clock, fuck it's only three. I laid my head back against the couch, looking up at the ceiling not thinking of much. Bri took Linds upstairs; she's just a fucking train wreck. Even at the funeral, she wanted us to leave her there in the rain.

I heard foot steps coming down the stairs, so I quickly lean and looked in that direction. I was Linds; I just closed my eyes when I saw her. She was beyond pale; it looks like she hasn't slept in weeks.

"Sweetie why are you up?" I walked over to her, picking her up in my arms. God, she was light, she must not be eating.

"Jimmy" that's all she had to say, for me to know she must have had a dream of him, just like I did. I walked us into the kitchen turning on the lights. I set her down on the bar stool, as I went to the fridge.

"Why are you two up" zacky rubbed his eyes as he walked into the room. His eyes were red; you could defiantly tell he was crying.

"Couldn't sleep" I said taking out some eggs and milk "want some?"

"Yeah, I do actually" zacky gave me a weak smile, before taking a seat next to Linds. As I started cooking, I watched him throw an arm around her shoulder pulling her against him. "Want something to drink?"

"Vodka" was all she said. My hand went to my face rubbing it, as I breathed in deep. The last thing she needed to do was start drinking

"I second that thought" Brian walked in, just in his boxers. Those two were horrible for each other. Well not in that way, but the drinking buddy sense.

"No she need's to eat" I pushed a plate of scrambled eggs at her, and all she did was stare at them.

"No I need vodka" she pushed the plate away, I sighed and Bri sat next to her.

'baby please just eat something" all she did was take a fork full of eggs and shoved it into her mouth looking at Bri as she chewed it. "Thank you" he leaned his head against hers smiling.

I looked at all the guys; they all looked drained physically and mentally. Zacky was licking his plate off. I smiled a bit, thinking of the way jimmy used to do that when he had ice cream. Just that one memory, stabbed my heart like a thousand knives. I sighed walking into the living room. I grabbed my cell phone of the coffee table opening it up. Fifty-two missed calls. Fucking hell don't people get the hint, if I don't pick up the first fucking time, im not going to pick up the fiftieth time!!!!

"Jimmy, if you can hear me please just help me threw this, i'll owe you so much buddy, but I don't care" I looked up at the ceiling, pleading with.... Nothing. I knew no one could hear me, I knew that my please were empty and silent. But I had to try something, before I ripped apart into a million pieces. Before the pain that i kept hidden inside, consumed my body, leaving me crying and begging on my knees for jimmy.