20 DAYS TO MAKE HER FALL IN LOVE AGAIN { JELENA AU }

CHAPTER 10

The day after Selena woke up late, stressed and scared of what was going to happen. In a couple days she was going to be married to a lovely, sweet and perfect boy who whished the best for her. But was he the right guy? No matter what, no matter all the love he had to share...could Selena feel happy? Because things were getting really serious now, after the - fateful yes, I do - her life couldn't get back. If she had to tell something now was the right moment.

< honey, how have been the trip?> asked Mandy when she saw her daughter, but Selena didn't reply < I know it's hard, I know it's complicated. But now..or never> continued Mandy. Selena felt weird "what is she talking about? What does she know?" she asked to herself. <I'm your momma, I don't need you to talk to me to know how you feel. I just need you to look me in the eyes> affirmed Mandy.

<sometimes in life it's late momma. Justin had lost his chances, now is my chance to have a happy ending>

< it's not about him. Selena, it's just about you. What you feel. Are you really in love with Josh>

< he's sweet, perfect, lovely and careful.. he's gonna take care of me. Being happy or unhappy it's up to me..>

< I just wish you are not making a big mistake>

<You seem dead, bro!> said Fredo looking at his friend <is she gonna marry him? Haven't she changed her mind?> he kept asking

< It's over Fredo. It is over! > exclaimed Justin who was actually crying in the recording-studio < I've lost her, I've lost everything. It was my fault, I should have followed your advice and control my behaviour...but I didn't, and that's the price > Justin continued blaming himself

< are you gonna be her maid? >

< yeah I will. No matter how much I'll suffer, her wish is to have me as a maid >

< I admire you Justin. That's really admirable.. I don't know if I were you what I would have done >

< it's not about me, it's not about me anymore. If Josh is going to make her happy, I'll be happy. All I want is to see her happy> Justin explained, crying harder and harder with every word. < I had her, I had the world.. because she was actually my world. And now, what I have, is the memory of our love.. That's how it was meant to be Fredo >

~~~~~~~~~ { the day after } ~~~~~~

One day left. Josh was really excited, maybe even too much. Selena was trying to stop thinking about future and concentrate on what was happening. The day after she would have enjoyed the day, probably the most important of her life, and from that day she was going to begin her life. Now it was time to think about making a family, about working and about growing up. And the only thing Selena was sure of was that Josh would have been the perfect husband. " Growing up, that's what Justin should have done before" Selena thought.

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Mandy was working hard with the stuff they had to finish before the wedding, Brian helped her. Even Pattie, who at the end was happy for Selena, came to help them.

<Justin? How's he? > asked Mandy to her

< How do you think he could feel? > replied Pattie with a sad tone < but there's a moment in life where you must grow up. That's his moment. Now he's going to understand how is being an adult >

< I'm so sorry >

< Don't feel sorry, Justin is responsible for this >

< Will he come? >

< of course. We rent a black suit with even a tie.. he's cute! > Pattie exclaimed < he doesn't want to ruin that day, it's special for our girl > she continued.

< I don't know. I imagined a different ending for them.. > complained Mandy, Pattie just

nodded bleakly.

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< Hey, is here the future Hutcherson's wife? > asked Taylor while coming close to Selena

< Tay! > exclaimed Selena while running to hug her < you can't even imagine how happy am I to see you! > Selena continued.

< So, I want to know everything about the night in Italy with Justin! Your mum told me it was a special one > and she laughed.

< I'm in a big mess. A trouble. So... > and Selena told her everything about the night, the thoughts and even the concerns.

Everyone was concentrated on making the wedding-day the best of Selena and Josh's life; apart from Sel, Josh and their families.. all the people who loved those two helped. Even Pattie, Fredo, Ashley, Taylor etc.. but Justin not. He was on the point to die. " When you make a mistake, a big one, you can fix hearts but you cannot try to act like you haven't made it. No matter what, people can forgive but no one could ever forget" thought Justin "I made the biggest mistake of my whole life, and no matter how much I'm trying to fix things.. at the end, I have to be the one who loose. I loosed her, I loosed the world. It's my fault. Nobody will ever understand how much I desire to die... because seeing her with him tomorrow, will be worse than die" Justin continued thinking.

The sun was setting and he took a sleeping pill not to suffer further, his heart was on the point to stop beating..

It was around 10 pm when Selena, she burst into a deep cry. She was just come back from a party that Taylor had organised for her last night as a free girl, and she started to cry. Deep inside her something, probably her heart, was forcing her to deal with the feelings. Tears were infinite, she cried the whole night observing the stars from her balcony in silence. < Tomorrow is the beginning of a new life > she whispered to herself. Then she saw a shooting star and expressed her wish, only God knows what she desired...