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Why?

"WHY? WHY GOD? WHY???" I said as I crying alone in the dark at my bedroom. "How can I really fell with him?" I sobbing. My good friend,I'm in love with him. His name is Jordy Anderson,the basketball player in my school. He has a dark hair,deep brown eyes,and cute smile ever. He has a same lips with Kevin Olusola that made him more cute. He also have a brother name Kevin that remind me with Kevin Olusola. I don't even thinking that I can be in love with him before. We just a friend. But when my classmates started to ship me and him at 8th grade,I suddenly began to like him. I know he doesn't have a same feelings like me. I'm a sassy at class who has a sassy giggle and a weird whistle notes when yelled or screaming. He will never like it. I cover my face at my pillow. My teacher will rearrange our seats at class. He will make it from the 1st rank till the last rank at class. Basic with it,I will sit next to my crush. I'm 3rd rank and he's 4th. I don't know how it'll be going. I'm crying till I lost a lot of breath and fall asleep. Just...why I'm in love with him while he doesn't have a same feelings with me? I couldn't hold my heartbeat tomorrow. Urgh...