The Best... Maybe or Maybe not ?

That Ignorance was a big Mistake....

I was having no idea that why that shit came into my life but what I always say is...

"It doesn't matter if u never know but there's a reason for every eerie happening .!"

Sheikh Bilal Jawad..

At start there were a lot of intellects coming over my mind but..

I'm a man of action rather than of intellect.....!

Sheikh Bilal Jawad..

Well I was like..

"Why haven't she told me?"

"Aren't we friends?"

"Maybe it's okay if she was felling some kind of insecure or what was that?"

I was just boiling up with frustration, annoyance and a boost up anger :-/... I usually don't talk to anyone, when I am boiling up with anger .. But when it comes to my Best Friends they are not everyone.. And I really don't treat my every friend as Best Friend. What is Best is Best. Then Me and Furqan have words he had read the full situation and adding up by sayin...

Furqan said, "Don't be like this (In a very polite manner)"

Me: ..... (Silent as no one is speaking)"

Furqan said, "Just let it go!"

Me: ... (No words not breaking any shatters)

Furqan said, "Okay now! will you please talk now or just being like this dumbfounded??"

Me: .. I just do't know what to say ?

Furqan said, "Let it be my brother she'll know what she has done wrong later"

Me: .. Later? But she is my Best Friend!

Furqan said, "Please! She's comfortable with you? (In a despite manner)."

Me: I don't know it's like we'd talk most of the times and Furqan... I do ask her about our friendship and she replied positively than what does this mean?? 

Furqan said, "Just forget her! (Angrily)."

Me: I was downcast and said It's like I just cannot omit her from my life yar... I just really can't!

Furqan said, "Ohh."

Furqan left for break and so did I... 

__________________________ End of conversation_________________________________

Honestly I was so like downhearted or I should say I was gloomy that time.. I just cannot miss her convos everyday like hell I just cannot see my only Best Friend having a shit tawdry kind of guy I just cannot see SAT taking her life on stipulation..... It matters for me I don't know that what she'd saw in him but I really knew that she'll return crestfallen. I just cannot let her go..

Someone said...

"The reason why we can't let go of someone is because deep inside we still hope."

Hope that the person will be alright... Hope for that the person will put things back as good as they were... Hope that the person will be do that and that and so on.... 

That time she was not that much change not at all.. But I was familiar with that kind of situation because my cousin had the same kind of a case... Nevertheless I was immature and after days of dishearten and despondent... I'd started to Ignore and Disregard her. Ignoring her just to let her know that at what she was wrong and imprecise. But I was wrong... And nowadays after 2 years I'm like... I should have stop her.. I should have so unbending and uncompromising to her... I'm not a kind of man who flats and outright over a girl I'm not like this and I wasn't and I won't be... As I always say and I own it...

I don't like to Comprise... Specially when it comes to My Best Friend...!!

Sheikh Bilal Jawad.

But that ignorance was all in vain....

Just because She was not having My attention She fell other way...!!

Sheikh Bilal Jawad.

Author's Note: 

Chapter 4 it is ...

Insha Allah will update the next chapter later...

You must read the chapter 3 if u didn't... 

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