My thoughts at night 2
I wonder sometimes when I lay in bed at night. If someday I will have someone next to maybe it will be you. I wish you knew how much I love you. I picture our life together but then I know it is only wishful thinking. We can never be but I am happy to have you now even if I may see you. Maybe it's God's way of testing the limits of human love. He may test me all I want I will always love you. I will always wish for you to bring at my side. To kiss my hair when you hold me. To laugh as I stick stars to the ceiling that glow because you've always known I am scared of the dark. For you to laugh when I make up fake constellations out of them. I wish for you to hold me when I am sad or happy. It doesn't even have to be sexual I only want for your touch. The feel of your hand in mine. Your arms wrapped around me as I sleep. I feel my heart clench when I know I will only know you through the screen. I have met you once and I will never see you again. My love for you is contained behind a screen. But I love you still.
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