The Ramblings of the Mentally Unstable

After Thoughts

I lay here in total silence watching your chest rise and fall with each breath. You fell asleep quickly as you always do. Whereas I could be awake all night with a flush in my cheeks. I lay awake imagining your sleepy smile when you wake. Imagining you pulling my half-asleep form closer to you and placing a kiss in my hair. Whispering I love you to me because you think I am still asleep. I smile to myself and roll over into your warm arms and murmur my I love you's back. Your face is a blur to me all I can see is the white of teeth when you smile. The world seems strange when it's out of focus. Much like our love doesn't focus on one area it grows and expands like a rose. As I slip my glasses on and brush my hair down you laugh quietly to yourself. Then tell me how beautiful I look when I first wake and I smirk and tell you no one ever looks beautiful when they wake up. But oh you are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in the morning when you first wake up. I wonder helplessly will we always have a love like this?
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