It was on nights like these that I wanted to take a razor and unbury the blood in my veins. Not too much just enough to turn white with a smile on my face as my heart couldn't pump empty air anymore. So that when you find me I'll be a masterpiece of red and white. So I stare down at my veins stuck out from my pale skin and drag the blade across gently. I watched the red rubies fall and splash the carpet. My body feels so weak and sore. A mistake I've made nothing to be done now. I watched the priceless rubies spill from my veins and get lost in the carpet.
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The Ramblings of the Mentally Unstable
NonfiksiMy thoughts when I lay in bed at night.