20 days [l.s.]

day 18

Dedicated to colie20 and 1DAlwaysOnFleek.
They keep me going. Their constant support makes me want to continue with this story. Just wanted to take this opportunity to thank you guys. :) x

december 21

dear louis,

it's getting closer to your birthday lou. i'm driving to london today to see you. i don't really know where or how to find you but what is the harm in trying.

i'm only worried because london is a big city. i'm worried about getting lost and never seeing you. i have never been out of holmes chapel. i'm just praying that i don't get lost in the big city because getting lost in your blue eyes sounds more appealing to me.

i miss your eyes. and it is so difficult to not think about them because the walls in my room are blue. my favourite shirt is blue. hell, the sky is blue. it's just awfully difficult.

i'll see you soon lou because i love you. so much. so so much.

h.x