20 days [l.s.]

day 13

*warning: self-harm mentioned*

december 16

dear louis,

our neighbour niall found me passed out in our apartment. he brought me to the hospital. he told me that i was right out for 3 days because i had swallowed a lot of those sleeping pills. but i swear lou, i only took like 5 of them. when i woke up, i was worried about you coming home while i wasn't there.

but niall told me that he tried calling you. he said you wouldn't pick up. i told him that you're usually very busy. but in real, i'm worried about you not picking up your phone. i miss you. and i'm sorry. i hope you're alright cause i love you. so much. so so much.

h.x