Harry Potter Preferences

He Sees you Crying ~Draco ~

Author's note: merry early Christmas / happy late Hanukkah!!
Oh, and this is a warning for feels :) Major :)

You're in your sixth year and things have been difficult between you and Draco. He's been distant, won't talk, and barely looks at you. One day, you try to pull him aside but he yanks his arm free and walks away, Pansy Parkinson trailing behind him with a confident smirk plastered on her face.

You gasp and stare in disbelief. It all makes sense...he's cheating on me with Pansy! After a moment of being practically frozen, you break out into a run for any of your friends. You pass Luna in a corridor but decide against it. You need Ginny or Hermione. You keep running as fast as you can to the Gryffindor tower, but tears fill your eyes, and soon you find yourself in a total different place.

"Y/n?" Someone calls out, and you quickly wipe your eyes and pull out your wand. "Don't worry, it's me, Harry." You sigh in relief and slouch against the wall, tears streaming down your face. He wraps an arm around your shoulder and sits down with you. "Hey, don't cry. What could possibly make you cry?" You sniffle and pull him into a tight hug.

"I..I think Draco is cheating on me with that stupid snob brat airhead Pansy Parkinson." You after letting go. He holds back a laugh at your childish insults, but then looks at you with sad eyes. "I...he's not cheating on you, I swear on my life. Its...more complicated than that." Harry says, and you look up, with sharp eyes. "How would you know?"

Harrys eyes widen and he glances all over except for your eyes. "I, uh, y/n listen to me. He needs to tell you, not me. You know how to work this, right?" He pulls out the Marauders Map. You nod and take it from him. After frantically searching for Draco, you finally spot him in the library...with Pansy

You storm over, angrily marching. Everyone in your way cautiously step aside to let you through. You make a grand entrance into the library as you yank Draco outside into the corridor. "Wh-y/n? What in Merlin's name are you doing?" Draco asks in a hushed angry voice. You cross your arms. "I don't have to explain anything. You do. Harry said I should hear something from you and not him. What is he talking about ?" Draco goes even paler than he already is. "Oh..um..I was just planning a...surprise birthday. Yeah, uh, a birthday party." You roll your eyes and walk away.

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>seventh year <

You stand alongside your other classmates and watch in horror as Lucius Malfoy calls forward Draco. Everything goes in slow motion in your mind: Draco steps forward with a Dark mark showing, Voldemort hugs him, tears stream down your cheeks. Draco looks back at you before walking from Voldemort to his parents.

You can see his heart shatter in his eyes. You just nod: You know he's torn between you and his mother, but obviously family is more important. You see tears form in his eyes and you force yourself to look away. "Draco..you have a special lady holding you back.." voldemort says, and your stomach twists in a knot. I don't want to die like this

You force yourself to look over again, and you see Voldemort staring straight at you. You can't help it, as much as you try to hold it back, you start to cry hysterically. From draco being a death eater to having to die in front of everyone. "Come forward." Voldemort orders, and your body moves without your permission. You can't concentrate enough to figure out if you're actually walking or if you're under the Imperious curse.

Voldemort traces a sickly rough hand against your face and you cringe. You glance at Draco who looks terribly sick with his pale face and shaking arms. "Too bad, you seem good for him." Voldemort whispers to me. "Unless, of course, you wish to join us. Then your life will be spared." He says so the whole school can hear. Everyone turns to you, expecting you to join.

"Never. I would never join your sick, cold, heartless group of no good villians who obey every order of a zombie with no nose." You say, wishing you had more guts to punch him in the face, but you could never do that. Your whole body is shaking as Voldemort laughs, pointing his wand at you.

"One sacrifice is to be made. Either this girl dies, or someone else dies for her." He calls out, and you scream for your friends to stop as Ron, Hermione, Ginny, Luna, Neville, Seamus, and Dean step forward. Soon, half of the school is standing forward. You start to sob. "Please...just kill me...not them..please." You sob, begging, falling to your knees.

"Very well...Avada Kedavra!" You close your eyes before he yells out the last words you'll ever hear. But you're still alive. You open your eyes and see a lifeless Draco lying in front of you. "NO!" you scream and throw yourself over him, not caring who sees. No, no, no..this is worse than dying...

Narcissa Malfoy walks over to you, crying as well, and hands you a neatly folded note. You take it with trembling hands and messily open it.

Y/n,
I'm sorry, so so so sorry for never telling you about this until now. I had to do what was needed to protect my mother, as you probably know by the time you're reading this. I wrote this just in case...something happened to me. I want you to know that you are the best thing to ever happen to me, you're my light in all this darkness. I couldn't sleep after seeing you cry over me last year, it broke my heart and took every ounce of my body to not tell you the real reason I was so distant. I wanted to keep you safe from all this chaos, so he wouldn't hurt you. Seeing you cry is one of the most heartbreaking and worst things I've had to deal with, so please stop crying. I know you probably are right now, so please, be brave for all your friends, for me. I hate seeing you cry. I love you so much and please move on wirh your life. You deserve a happy, fun, and long one after everything you've been through. Do it for me, y/n. Remember, don't cry and be brave. I'll always be with you, in your heart, mind, soul. I'll watch over you and everyone we've lost. We're a team, and we stick together.
I love you,
Draco